3 days had gone by, and Jamey hadn't spoken to Snape. He would watch her at mealtimes but she would look away, it was too painful to see him. He tried to keep her behind after class during double potions but she ingnored his request. He even asked her for 'a word' in the corridors but she refused to talk.

She didn't hate him, she loved him. She had admitted it to herself, Love.
Still, she couldn't be with someone who would break her heart into a million pieces just like that, at the click of s finger, the mention of a name. No, that was not a relationship to Jamey. It was a disaster waiting to happen.

Snape vowed that he wouldn't give up, but what could he do when she wouldn't listen? He had to find a way. He gave up on Lily.. a girl he adored above all others, but he refused to give up on the love of his life..
the one that made his love for Lily look like nothing at all.

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Jamey was excited when she received an OWL, assuming it was from her parents she took it from Hermione but she was soon disappointed when she saw it had Snape's seal on it.

"Are you going to read it? You should give him a chance to explain at least." Hermione insisted, she was on Jamey's side of course but she hated seeing her friend so down. Jamey was too proud to forgive the old bat but she was obviously devoted to him. "I will read it, but I want to read it alone." Jamey sighed.

My dearest Jamey

Please forgive me, for I cannot forgive myself.
I know that you deserve so much better than me but I cannot let you remain with him, I feel sick when I see his hands on you.
you belong to me and I belong to you.

I will explain everything if you would just promise to meet me.
I beg you to meet me, you just let me know the time and place and I promise that night or day I will be there.

I love you
S.S

Jamey folded the letter and held it to her chest, she thought about replying as requested but she decided to go straight to him. It was still early after all.

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She didn't even bother to knock when she saw him stood with his back to her, a potion bubbling away in front of him.
She entered quietly and stood against another bench. Just watching him work.
He looked sad, a shell of himself..

"Is the potions classroom in about 20 seconds ok?" She asked with a small smile and he spun around, and swallowed hard. "My love.... you came!" He beamed approaching her cautiously, reaching out to take her in his arms. Jamey took a step back and looked at the floor. "We need to talk Severus... I can call you Severus can't I? That's not out of bounds." She scoffed sarcastically. Without saying another word he walked toward his chamber door and opened it, Jamey followed him inside and sat down next to him.

"I should not have shouted at you, I still can't believe I shoved you to the ground like that, I would never hurt you! I'd kill anyone who did.." he explained, "It's just that nobody has called me Sev since.. Lily." He sighed, "who is Lily, please tell me." Jamey insisted. "Was, she's dead now. She was my best friend when i was a student, and I thought I was in love with her.. but she never felt the same. Not in that way.. she chose someone else, I was devastated Jamey. I called her.. I called her a bad word. She never spoke to me again, I never heard her call me Sev again... and then she died."

Jamey watched and listened intently as he explained, his head hanging low with grief. "You thought you loved her? Surely you must have known if you did or not Severus." Jamey smiled gently, placing her hand on top of his and squeezing it gently. He looked at her and gave her a small smile. "I've believed that I loved her all this time. It's only now that i know that I did not. Adored her, yes. However It's only you that I've ever truly loved."

Jamey placed her hand on his face and brought her lips to his, kissing him gently. "I love you too Severus, I forgive you. And I promise not to all you by that name again." "No, you can call me by that name. Why not? I am your Sev." He smiled kissing her again as she wiped his tears away from his cheeks.

He kissed her more intensely and ran his hands over her curves with passion, lust and passion in his eyes. "I want you." Jamey whispered seductively as she nibbled his bottom lip. "Then you shall have me, all of me...." He growled, picking her up and carrying her bridal style into his bedroom. She pulled him on top of her and they wrestled for a while until there was just a pile of clothes left on the floor to mark the occasion.

He prized her legs open and dived in to her core for the second time, 'gods she tastes sweeter and sweeter each time' he thought as he pleasured her. "Severus...." she hissed as he devoured her completely, Screaming out as she flooded the sheets and his mouth with her sweet release.

"Take me Severus!" She cried as he continued to clean her up with his tongue. He climbed on top of her and placed the bulging head of his manhood at her entrance, the heat from it already burning through his soul. He entered her slowly and gently, and she winced.
"I can stop..." he assured her but she pulled him in by his waist. He cried out as the hot wet flesh of a woman's core gripped him for the first time.

He thrust in and out of her slowly, and gently until he brought her to orgasm, "Ohhhh Severus... yes!" She screamed, even louder than he'd heard her scream before. Hearing his name roll off her tongue brought him to the edge and with one more slow jolt he spilled his seed inside her.

"Do you regret it?" Snape asked to reassure himself. "Not in the slightest." Jamey smiled, looking at him lovingly. "I'm honoured my love, believe me." He smirked cheekily kissing her all over her perefect face.

"I'd better get back to my dormitories" Jamey sighed sadly, as Snape had his body wrapped around hers. "I wish you could stay.." he groaned. "I have homework due first thing tomorrow, and I haven't finished it." "Which class? I can make it go away..." he chuckled tracing kisses down towards her breasts.

"McGonagall, and what exactly are you going to say? 'Sorry Jamey didn't complete her homework, i was fucking her senseless all night..' i don't think she'd go for that!" Jamey laughed, "I can't tell her that! Mainly because although we have made love, I haven't 'fucked you senseless' yet." Snape growled and began lowering his fingers to her entrance. "Severus! I'm serious, I need to get this essay done." Jamey giggled, as she pushed him away and placed a kiss on his lips.

"I understand, I love you." Snape whispered before Jamey got up and threw her clothes on. "I love you too." She grinned and snuck out of the dungeons.