Love is complicated.

It's a hard thing to process that once you are in a relationship it will either end with you broken hearted or marriage. Something I think about far too much is that it's easy for someone to stop loving someone. Roses are given to the people we care about the most to symbolize love. It is because it's beautiful while it lasts but it grows. When it grows it wilts. Then it is gone. You can beg and plead the rose to stay the way it is forever, but it will never work. Love can make or break you. Sometimes love can make you want to do impulsive things like kissing someone out of nowhere or it can make you feel like the only way you can escape is by slitting open your wrists. But let me tell you this. I full heartedly believe that every living soul in this crazy place has one person out of the seven billion that's meant to be yours. That person comes into your life when it's the time for it too. Often when they do it seems to change everything, and we all know too much change can break someone. So sometimes the best year of your life when you meet your soulmate is also the worst. It is not that you don't get hit it's that you can recover from it. Being strong is okay but you have to be tough you have to be able to survive the blow you can't just keep avoiding it. The thing is over time you'll grow familiar with this after even a month you can act as if you've been together for years. A crush is when you find things you like about someone automatically and start liking them. Being in love is when you feel strange about someone even before you've had the chance to get to know them. The thing is sometimes the idea of a crush being a soulmate can blind you and think that this is meant to be. But trust me when you find your soulmate you know who they are you know this person is the one. Once you realize that you're in love you just fall deeper and deeper. Everyday you notice another little quirk your soulmate has. That's why we often meet them later in life so we can find the things that are special to us so that our soulmates know what they love of us. This person will be your wish every time they are not in your arms you'll wish they were and you'd never know how much you'd want to kiss them until you do. There's always someone out there for you. And they'll find you when it's the right time. 

I know I've found mine.

(*cough* I'm hella gay for KuudereNerd *cough*)