Observe the picture above ^
This part of the writing is about the boy holding the bow and shooting the arrow.

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Entering this new found place, my mind wanders through it's vastness. All the new people and experiences exciting yet frightening me.

Everyone already divided into their own happy little groups as I find no one left for me. Their unwelcoming nature showing through their hesitation, their fakeness showing through the cracks of their masks which they put on.

Smiles plastered on each pair of lips, I forget the meaning of my existence. The comrade I hoped to find was just a mere fantasy. The people fake with intentions of using my kindness to their advantage.

Using me as a means to rise higher into the hunger games called life.

Nothing but a stepping stone I turned into.

My hopes faltering into an endless pit as I envelop myself into the neverending chain of events that break me down even further.

Playing games with my mind. Their smiles and words all hiding their fakeness yet I can't help but help them in their time of need.

But the time came...

My breaking point as they call it.

A loner I became. An outcast and nothing more.

I want to break free. Break free of the shackles society put me into. No longer do I want to be in the moulds that society prepared for the benifit of themselves.

A slave I shall no longer be.

But have those words any meaning for my will is wavering and my strength now no longer found.

The weak legs of mine giving up as I fall to the ground. But just as the emptiness got to my heart, a sudden warmth seeped through.

Your words so different from those earlier. Your eyes so mystically beautiful I cannot help but be drawn to their depths. Your strong arms pulling me up, the darkness forever fading.

How we met I remember not, but how we are now I shall.

Days went by happy but they shall not remain that. The smile I saw on others soon appeared in mine.

My fallen and broken heart put together by your existence as I took your hand to stand up, your warm embrace helping me through the high waves that hit me.

My safe haven forever you are. The happiness I never understood I found now which I hoped would stay forever but alas... It happen not.

What comes... Goes by.

So true those words are.

The society's evilness catching up to me as I drown in their waves.

You were the same... Different from me not.

We both thrown out by those who we thought meant the world to us.

But a difference there was.

For you had learnt to be yourself and I had just decided to to go with what others wanted me to be.

A devil you were, but in the eyes of the society.

Reality so different from what shown, I shivered. My mind manipulated to think of your black wings as bad but in fact it were the opposite.

An angel you were... To me.

A wish I was so happy that came true but it were all as if a dream.

You were ever so strong. The waves hitting you had no effect but I was weak. Washed away by their force.

Thinking of you, I made you leave... Not because I was influenced by them but for saving you.

This world too tainted with falseness. I mind not to be affected but a person as innocent and pure as you shall not be hurt by their harshness.

So leave... Leave before you turn into someone I know not.

This made me decide, to end you with my own hands. The decision made but the actions not so easily followed.

My heart aching to stop but my mind followed it not.

So come forth the golden bow and arrow. The Oh so very pure color of the Gods that shall paint you in it's purity.

Release him of this misery into a world so much more better.

All I do is pray... Pray for your to forgiveness.

But as the arrow pierced through you, your eyes fogged but your smile fade not. You never had stopped loving me for who I was but here I was, with you in my arms.

My tears falling with me doing nothing to stop them... How could they anyways?

For I had lost my heart now...

You.

And now I shall forever live with this guilt or satisfaction? I know not.

Guilt for I have lost someone so beautiful to my own foolishness...

Satisfaction for you are in a place so much more beautiful and peaceful than here...

But I shall live in here. For this is where I deserve to be.

In this hellhole called...

Life