Hello there everybody. Yes, it's me, again. I'm back with another update on how I'm doing. I like checking in on you guys too. Anyways last year was crazy, in fact, I can barely remember last year now that I think about it. Last year I was in a rough spot, as some of you may know, I was having a really hard time with school and friends. Trying to juggle all of my tasks and still handle my emotions, it was tough. Sadly I couldn't handle the way things were going and I started doing things to myself. Eventually it got to the point where it wasn't enough, nothing I did was enough, I wasn't enough. Last Spring I ended up in the hospital with a minor overdose. I was hooked up to medicine for two days, in observation for three, and then I went home. I failed the rest of my grades and ended the school year with a big, "Goodbye fuckers, I'll see you next year," and here I am.

      I'm not trying to say that you should give up on school, yourself, or that you should give me pity, I'm here to say I've grown and learned from that experience. After I was hospitalized I had a whole month where all I thought about was being dead an three, or more, months where every single depressing thought dissapeared. I've been taught and shown that it's okay to feel mad and sad, that it's not unnatural and wrong. Of course from time to time I get those thoughts again, I feel depressed, but I know how to hold back those urges a lot better now. I tend to slip up every now and then and I purposely hurt myself, but I don't do it a lot. Things have gotten significantly more better than what they were before.

     Thanks for reading this. I'll continue more later and I'll answer any questions you may have. Seeya guys later. Ciao~