I've never had a crush in my life. The longer I think about it, the more I question my sexuality. My mom is a homophobe so I don't think she'd like it if I ended up bi or a lesbian. I'm also not sure if I am any of those, I may be asexual. I'm not sure what to do or how to know so I remain quiet about it. 

What do you think I should do? I'm so confused and I don't know how you guys will react.