"I fell in love with you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself."

-=+=-

"That's your ex boyfriend?!" Jin exclaimed, shocked at what he had just heard from the boy sitting next to his hospital bed in a wheelchair.

"Yes - Jimin is my ex." Namjoon muttered softly, not bothering to look Jin in the eyes. He knew if he did, he would start to cry.

"He seems like a dick." Jin scoffed and he could see Namjoon slightly nod.

Jin hesitated. He wanted to ask Namjoon a question but he was scared it was going to hurt him. He didn't want to hurt his Namjoon.

"Joonie?" Jin said in a soft tone. Namjoon looked up into Jin's eyes and he could feel panic arise. He swallowed miserably.

"Yes, hyung?" Namjoon managed to say without stuttering, though he could feel his palms starting to sweat.

"W-Why did you break up with Jimin?" Jin asked cautiously, waiting for Namjoon's reaction. Just as he expected Namjoon burst into tears.

"I-I'm sorry hyung." Namjoon apologized as tears streamed down his cheeks. He wasn't taken back by the question, he just didn't want to remember that.

"It's okay." Jin soothed. "You don't have to answer."

Namjoon disagreed though. He thought that Jin deserved to know the truth. For some reason, he just trusted Jin. He wasn't sure why, but he hoped he could trust this feeling he had.

"N-No, I'll tell you." Namjoon murmured, barely audible for Jin to hear.

Jin waited for Namjoon to begin, not ushering him to start but instead sitting and holding his hand in comfort.

"Hopefully Jimin won't come back in here." Jin muttered, looking at the doorway. He really hoped Jimin didn't.

"I met Jimin a while ago when I was like just out of high school." Namjoon started, his breath was shaky. He closed his eyes and continued.

"We talked a lot and then Jimin took me out on our first date to an amusement park." Just thinking about that moment caused Namjoon to feel hot tears stream down his face again.

"And then somewhere after that he asked me to be his boyfriend, we were happy for a while." Namjoon spoke, skipping details because every word he said caused his heart to feel even more pain.

Jin frowned and nodded, he was a good listener and he wanted to be there for his friend.

"Jimin started to become distant, and I wondered why so one day I went over to his apartment to surprise him." Namjoon sighed, he swallowed and opened his mouth to continue. No words came out.

"It's okay Joon, slow down." Jin whispered, Namjoon nodded and held Jin's hand tighter as he finally was able to continue.

"H-He w-was making o-out w-with another g-girl!" Namjoon exclaimed and started to cry heavily, and this was only the first time Jimin had broken up with him.

"HE CHEATED ON YOU?" Jin exploded, the loud outburst causing Namjoon to flinch.

"Why I've ought to go out there and kick some fucking ass." Jin cursed, you could see his eyes getting angry.

"Please don't, hyung." Namjoon begged as he continued to cry. Jin calmed down seeing the sight of Namjoon crying and moved over to hug him.

"Come on the bed." Jin said, his tone was rather soft again, but his eyes were ice, cold like he was ready to hurt a specific someone.

Namjoon managed to crawl into the space beside Jin and the two cuddled each other. Jin thought the story was over and was whispering sweet words to Namjoon when he heard a few more words that made him angrier than he was before.

"Th-The second time he broke up with me..." Namjoon trailed off and could see the anger flare up inside Jin.

"He. Broke. Up. With. You. Twice?!" Jin said slowly, every single word got deeper and louder.

"Y-yes." Namjoon looked to the ground, his eyes avoiding Jin's. Tears continued to spill down his face. God, he missed Jimin so much - but being with Jin made it all better.

"That bastard." Jin cursed. "Who in the world would want to break up with you?"

Namjoon blushed but ignored Jin's comment and continued on with his story.

"It was a few months after and he came knocking on my apartment begging for my forgiveness." Namjoon hiccuped after that sentence but somehow he managed not to stutter as he was hiccuping and crying.

"I-I was stupid and took him back.. and uhh well he - he cheated on me again and exposed me in front of all his fans. H-He said I was the one w-who cheated on him! H-He also said t-that I touched him in a-areas that I-I didn't!" Namjoon exclaimed, his outburst finished and he laid against Jin's chest crying.

"It's okay Joonie, Jimin's an asshole." Jin murmured, hugging Namjoon tight. He refused to let him go.

"C-Can you call Hobi and Yoongi-hyung?" Namjoon whispered, it seemed that he was starting to drift off to sleep as tears began to stop running down his cheeks.

Jin said a yes before taking Namjoon's phone who handed it to him weakly before collapsing against Jin's chest.

Jin searched through the little of Namjoon's contacts, actually only finding six contacts. He was shocked at the little amount that Namjoon had. Being an author, he would have expected Namjoon to have more numbers.

He dialled the first number he found which was Jung Hobi, otherwise known as Hoseok - Jin believed.

"Hello?" He heard a voice on the other side said, cheerfully.

"Is this, uh, Hobi?" Jin winced hoping he wouldn't get it wrong.

"Yes? Who are you? WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH JOON'S PHONE?" Hobi exclaimed loudly, Jin had to pull the phone away from his ear or he'd go deaf.

"Can you er, come to the hospital? Namjoon kind of got into an accident.." Jin trialed off when Hoseok hung up right away.

"Well then.." Jin said awkwardly. He dialled Yoongi's number but no one picked up so he put down Namjoon's phone and went to his own. Scrolling through the phone, he stopped at Taehyung's contact and was about to call him when there was a knock on the door.

"Kim Seokjin? You have a visitor!" The nurse called out. Jin, unsure of who it was hesitated. He was positive it wasn't Hoseok since he had just called him like a minute ago, and he hoped it wasn't Jimin.

"Who's the visitor?" Jin asked. There was no reply and the door swung open.

Jimin stood there with a bored expression on his face.

"Who knew so many nurses liked me, I didn't know I was that famous." Jimin sauntered into the room, his hands shoved into his pockets.

"What are you doing here?" Jin spat, instantly defensive - wrapping his arms around Namjoon.

Jimin rolled his eyes.

"What? I can't see my ex boyfriend and his new boyfriend? C'mon." Jimin stopped at the foot of the bed, smirking.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Why the fuck would you spread all those rumours about Namjoon?" He was about to continue when he was cut off by Jimin.

"Because I didn't feel like dating him anymore." Jimin glanced at Namjoon before focusing his eyes back on Jin.

"Whatever." Jimin said turning around and walking out the door before Jin could say another word. Oh how badly, he wanted to beat the fucking crap out of that guy.

Jin carefully ran his fingers through the top of Namjoon's head as the boy slept peacefully. Everything about Namjoon was PERFECT.

Everything.

Jin decided that once they were both released from the hospital, Jin was going to ask Namjoon on a date. He was confident.

"Joonie?" Jin snapped out of his daze to see a boy at the doorway running all the way to the bed and plopped down next to Namjoon.

"IS HE DEAD?" The boy exclaimed as another boy walked into the room. This boy was much shorter but looked a bit older.

"He's probably just sleeping." The short boy retorted.

Jin sat there awkwardly as the two boys glanced at him.

"I'm Jung Hoseok." The boy beside the bed spoke up, ceasing the silence.

Jin was about to speak up when the short boy walked over and talked.

"I'm Min Yoongi, who the fuck are you and what are you doing touching Namjoon like that?"