Mark stared at the wreck he'd become, the cuts were increasing by day and his love only became deep rooted. He was in love, with the boy next door but knew not how to confess or had no courage to face the wrath of his father if e knew his son loved a guy. More than the rivalty it was the sexuality Mark was afraid of. It hurt, It hurt so much, he was the guy who bullied people who werr gay and made fun of constant genuine relationships, now he was trapped in the warmth of love and his body and heart wanted Donghyuck. So crazily he could feel himself go insane.

"I want to kiss you so bad and tell you what I feel for you but I cant. I dont know how." Mark frustratedly yeld at the mirror. Renjun was right, Mark was a usless coward.

Ever since Marks mother passed a few years back the boy began turning colder by the days passed on with her around. Wendy was his everything and suddenly when she died he lost his world. But then one day he woke up to Donghyucks laughter right next door, the boy he had been in love since seventh grade. He didnt know how to say he loved the boy either. All these thoughts crashed down worsening the situation. His mother would accept him but his father would definitely bury him alive.

Mark looked up as he was shocked to Donghyuck behind him in the mirror. He thought he was imagining the beauty behind him but no the gorgeous boy was just too real as the stubby arms looped under his shoulders and hugged him from behind.

"Let go of me!" Mark pushed Donghyuck away turning around. A soft gasp escaped the brunettes plump lips as his fingers traced out the cuts on Marks chest.

"Ahh!" The brunette flinched in pain. It hurt, it hurt to see the boy he loved so much had cuts.

"Leave." Mark whispered about to loose himself in the golden brown trenches of the boy.

Irene knocked at the door as Mark pushed Donghyuck into the bathroom as he locked the foor shut from behind. The brunette bit his lower lip finding it quite embaressing to be confined in a large bathroom and a hottie without a shirt. Mark opened the shower waiting for his sister to ask him the same question she always did.

"Markie! Are you in there? Obviously haha. I'll be off to work now and Dads not coming home tonight! No drinking!" She warned as her slippers tapped away.

Awkward silence fell between the two guys hopelessly in love. They avoided their burning gazes sadly Donghyuck stood too close to the water his shirt sticking to his shirt. He looked wet and ravishable, like a barbie doll, the younger sighed hanging his head trying to leave as Mark pulled him back, slamming him on the wall under the shower.

"Mark...." Donghyuck whimpered at the pain but was shut with thin lips on his plump ones. The kiss perfect and eager as Marks arms held the boys hips in place.

This time it was Donghyuck who broke the kiss, he was crying when he ran out to the balcony and then to his room. It was raining when the brunette stepped into his backyard. His bare legs deep underwater. Why did Mark kiss him as if he were some slut? Yet every kiss felt so real and good.

"I want to kiss him!!!" Donghyuck screamed out loud having no one at home and feeling free for some reason.

"Then why did you runaway shortskirts!?" Marks voice sounded as their eyes met under the beating harsh rain.

"Why wont you just say it!" Donghyuck stood up going closer to the golden haired.

"Say what?" Stammered Mark grabbing Donghyuck by the waist the broken wall that fell last summer still a barrier.

"What you feel hear?" The younger pointed at the olders heart. Mark knew too well that the brunette knew he loved him. Sadly loving someone your same gender had been taboo at either of their houses.

To shut the brunette up and the increase of the need and want to mark this boy rightfully his Mark smashed their lips together, carring Donghyuck back to were they began. Kissing became toxic like a drug that knocked you out. The brunette rolled off the bed when he was placed on it, his body was caught on the balcony, Marks lips placing under the boys jaw pleasuring the burning skin under the rain.

Mark unbuttoned the soaking shirt, the fabric slipping down slowly their bodies touching in bashfull intimacy. The olders fingers slipped down the flawless shoulders seducively, as it began roaming over places it never had. Kisses were scattered down the brunettes nape and spin sending shivers all over his body.

"M-Mark........" Donghyucks voice broke it moaned calling awakening the beast Mark tried so hard to hide.

Under the rain, Marks lips traced the beautys neck, collar bones, shoulder blades and chest. They were getting arosed, fear that they might end up doing it under the dark sky on Marks terrance balcony. Donghyucks nails scratched down the olders biceps in delighted pleasure.

"My father...." Donghyuck gasped seeing the SUV drive into his driveway. He tore himself from Mark as he jumped into his balcony. Rosey, aroused, hard and spotted with hickeys. Mark ran an arm through his golden hair, their windows closing they being seperated once again.

Donghyuck hid his body under a thick turle neck sweater, sitting silently at the dinner table with his father and brother. His mind full with the feeling of Marks body on his.

"Son are you gay?" Johnny suddenly asked the beauty making him choke on his food.

"Huh? N-No Daddy. I'm not. Why do you ask?" The brunette lied thickly as if he werent crazy for Mark Jung.

"Nothing I just thought you might be for the way you dress sometimes. Well you better not be sweetheart. If you did I would be the father you wished you never had." Johnny was stern but calm, the younger stared at Lucas the break of heart visible to the brother.