"Seatmates will partner in tents. Its too dark so lets call it a day and meet tomorrow." Ten and Doyoung who voluntered to come on the trip said as the children poured out of the bus.

Mark started putting uo the tent, the situation super awkward since they'll have to sleep next to each other. The older had to control his emotions to the point he was loosing it. He was afraid he might do something to Donghyuck.

"G-Go out! I need t-to change." Donghyuck hugged his pyjama's tight. Mark nodded going out as he changed in the bus and came back to a fluffy teddy bear waiting munching on the plump lips making things harder for Mark.

"Sleep short skirts!" Mark rolled his eyes and crawled next to the beauty.

"You sleep girly." Donghyuck scoffed at the handsome man next to him.

The looked away fiddling nervously at their sheets. Their hearts strings reached out for each other, the rain started beating down suddenly as the weather became colder.

"Its cold!" Donghyuck whined feeling the ground dampen under his quilt.

"So? Shut up and sleep." Mark snapped covering himself and trying to force himself to sleep. But he couldnt. Those plump lips were to distracting, specially the strong smell of honey combs and sunshine being to close.

"It's uncomfortable......" Donghyuck whimpered moving to a comfy position.

"You are so annoying." Mark grumbled wincing when Donghyucks elbow poked one of his fresh cuts.

"So thats why you used me by touching me in places you shouldnt?" Donghyuck looked at Mark with a hurt expression. The older sighed sitting up.

"It was a drama." The golden headed boy groaned with a sigh.

"What ever. Good night playboy." Donghyuck cuddled into his sheets immediately falling asleep.

The morning wasnt like they expected. It was raining terribly, Donghtuck pouted at the cold wind seeping through the tent. He opened his eyes yawning like the adorable boy he was. His shirt had rolled up, Marks arm lazily hugging the soft squishy tummy. The brunette turned around and gasped quite too loud that it woke the older up.

Mark lost it, fluffy bed hair, lips agape, messy shirt, the brunette was pushed down the older hovering over him. Donghyuck bit his lips nervous not knowing what would happen.

"Guys wake up! Its a sudden meeting." Someone tapped the tent as the two boys shuffled to their normal postions.

Everyone stood with an umbrella, or so they shared one. Donghyuck was almost inside Marks body as they stood together waiting for their teachers to speak.

"The events are postpond until the weather subsides. Stay inside your respective tents and do not kill each other." Doyoung warned as they were dismissed to their tents.

Donghyuck kept biting his lips wondering how he could manage to live so close to Mark and not do anything. When the older came in he pretended to read a book.

"Why did you suck my jaw when it wasnt on the script then? The brunette dropped the book down with a frown.

"Uhh.....Oh shut up!" Mark snapped at the younger. The brunette put on a hurt expression, he did something Mark never thought he'd do. He pulled the older collar smashing their lips together. Donghyuck sat Marks lap with his knees as he lifted the golden head face higher.

Mark held the boys flanks feeling them up and down, their kiss too eager to deepen, too intimate to stop. The weather only began getting worser, the boys getting closer. Mark pushed Donghyuck away not wanting to end up fucking the boy in a tent.

Their night there on became awkward, this time Donghyuck avoided the older all four days of their field trip. The brunette sat with Jaemin on the bus, Mark was disheart which only made him slit himself more. He didnt know why he hurt himself so much.

"How long are you going to deny that you are insane for the Haechan?" Renjun sat next to Mark, the older crouched in pain sighing as he ignored his best friend.

Nothing happened at the trip due to the unexpected weather. Mark fell into his bed with a loud sigh, he could never confess to the boy next door. For that will mark the death dates of both them. The wind was too strong as the older went to close his room window, the brunette ran around taking in the wet laundary Lucas gad put up to dry before leaving for school work.

His shirt flying with the window revealing too much of skin for Mark liking. No one was at home for the older, locking his window he slid down staring at the cuts that bled on his chest.

"Mark when are to you admit it!?" Renjuns voice made Mark roll his eyes.

"Get lost! I dont love him!" Mark screamed at Renjun tears brimming at his small eyes. Renjun was loosing his patience.

"Why am I even talking to a subborn selfish boy! Its time to admit it that you miss your mother, its time you cried your heart out, and its time you tell Donghyuck you love him! Not telling him means that you are trying to kill the love is starting to root deeper. Its better to confess, date and fight for your right together than digging your own grave and dying. That boy is breaking, you keep slitting your body!!! Be a man Mark! Fight for what is yours like how you faught with Hyunjin!! Dont be a coward that Donghyuck would be ashamed off." Renjun dashed the boys food on the table and stormef out fumming. He had enough of either of them suffering.

You arent gay Mark. Dad will kill both of you. Hurt Donghyuck. Stay away from him. You are straight. Yoy love girls not flat landed guys. The voices in Marks head whispered shamelessly. Mark let out an frustrated yell as he started punching his punching bag repeatedly. He was in love with the gorgeous golden skinned boy next door. Yes he was whipped for the brunette. No doubt.