Donghyuck waited and waited, Mark didnt come home and he couldnt stop crying. Jaemin had fallen asleep three hours ago in the guest room after understanding his best friend wont listen to what he would say anyways. Marks car screeched to a hault at the driveway as the older stomped his way inside slightly tipsy and drunk.

"Mark...." Donghyuck followed his boyfriend to the room. The door was slammed shut, Mark avoided the brunette and went to shower.

Donghyuck sprank up when the older walked out in pj's but pouted soon after he was ignored again. The brunette crawled next to Mark who curled himself on the bed.

"P-Please dont be mad.....I didnt mean anything bad. Y-You can touch me all you want. Do anything." Donghyuck removed his shirt and shorts but a hand held his arms when he was about to take away his boxers.

"Dont. Stop it." Mark growled sitting up and facing his boyfriend.

"W-Why? Y-You drank and...." Donghyuck couldnt stop crying. Mark let his arms feel the brunettes flawless body with a soft chuckle.

"It's not always about the body baby. It hurt so I left, I was afraid that I might yell or hurt you in anyway. I dont know Donghyuck, I just didnt know how to feel, I'm sorry okay I'm sorry I slit myself, I cant stop it so soon. I did but then our fathers ruined it, Ever since mom died I didnt know how to show pain, or any kind of feelings so I began slitting myself. Then I found myself shamelessly falling in love with you. I saw you run into the arms of my fathers enemy and I was so heartbroken when I knew you were his son. I began searching for you in everyone I met hoping that If I found someone else the pain would stop. It did not, It only fucking got worser. My world only revolves around Donghyuck. I broke Hyunjins jaw, I went to prison just for you. I never would be able to hurt you Hyuck. And......When you snapped saying if I touched you, You'd yourself if broke me. I love you for your smile, your eyes your existance not your body. I do love your body Baby but thats personal. I cant imagine life without you, I wont live a day with you being my brother if our fathers got married. I think a thousand times before I slam you or touch you for you are my everything. How......How could you possibly say dont touch me? I need time to heal Hyuck. I'm trying, I dont have the most beautiful mind out there. Just dont ever tell me that. I might stop touching you for good." A tear rolled down the olders left eye, Donghyuck knelt on the boys lap, kissing him on the forehead as Mark held the beauty close.

"I-I'm so sorry." Donghyuck sat wiped his lovers eyes, "I was so heartless." The brunette sniffled sitting down as Mark fondly pushed a thick strade of brown hair behind the doll like ear.

"I got a voice messge from Dad. He said they were going to be married soon. I wanted to end it all but I knew you'd wait for me. How can they be selfish?" Mark made the brunette put on his shirt.

"Are you gonna shoot me along with you?" The brunette made them fall on the bed sideways.

"I wont be the one to hurt you. If we were to die then we die silently." The older admired his lover with a soft smile as tears slipped down his eyes.

"Mark I've been feeling like I want to throw up. I'm afraid I think I'm getting stressed." Donghyuck curled into his lovers arms, their relationship deep yet risking.

"Baby are you alright?" Mark covered them both with their comforter, holding the beauty close to his beating heart.

"Yes Mark." Donghyuck whispered falling asleep in the hands that carried many scars but the imense love just for him.

The morning was okay but Jaemin wasnt himself, he looked awful. Like a beaten victim. He refused food and just hid himself in the guest room. After Donghyucks class he went in to ask the boy what was wrong as Mark made lunch.

"Na Na whats wrong?" Donghyuck whisperd hugging his best friend tightly.

"H-He's with Jeno. Can you belive it? Like what did I do?  Was being in love with him was wrong?" Jaemin smile though he cried buckets of tears.

"What? Seriously?" Mark gasped with confusion. Renjun had been in love with the blonde for too long to give up on him for another. And specially after getting pregnant.

"I dont know guys. Ever since he knew he was pregnant he started avoiding me and I only saw him laugh and spend time with Jeno. Maybe he just didnt love me. So I came here first. I wanted sometime to move on. I know I trust him and all but he wont talk or answer my calls. Maybe I should give up." The blonde chuckled covering his face with his hands crying into it.

"Hey maybe he's planning to surprise you." Donghyuck whispered, but it was no use. Everyones life was a mess, it was all crumbling down and those men they called their fathers were about to get married.

"I want to be alone." Jaemin sniffled and the couple left the room.

Mark sighed, ruffling his own golden strands in frustration. Plump lips pressed against his own calming him down with affection and love.

"My head hurts. Why is this happening to us and our loved ones?" Mark pushed the younger on the wall just to lean on each other. The younger felt his boyfriends chest up his eyes closed.

"I dont know baby." The brunette bobbed their noses together.

"Renjuns going to get a beating from me I swear." Mark growled kissing his lover softly with care.

"He's pregnant and Mark..........I want you. Like right now." Donghyuck giggled.