Wow an AN Instead of an Update
Hello you guys.
It's been so long, 3-4 years to be exact.
I hate to be that type of author but I really was going through it y'all. I found a tumor literally last year, it was cancerous, got my kidney removed.
I don't know if anyone read my journal update where I mentioned some GI issues, turns out it's because I had cancer that stuff was just amplified lol.
Anyways, I had to push my graduation back. I switched from an engineering major to digital marketing. I've lost friends, I've made new ones (who I love and coincidentally used to read my books before we even met), and I've fallen in love. Just for that relationship to burn and crash in a dumpster fire.
I moved back home once I got sick, I mended my relationship with my mom, I finally told my dad how I felt about my stepmother, I saw my siblings after 4 years(!!!), and now I'm on a path of self healing.
With that being said, why am I back on Wattpad and why did I put the note in this book instead of announcements?
Well with this journey I've learned I've loved writing. I've loved creating stories for people, even when they were barely read. I also just missed the community and talking to everyone!
So I want to finish Write My Love! I want to finish them all.
However, I'm not sure if I want to keep it as a fanfic...
I know. I KNOW. I've made all my milestones because of the fandom. And YES I'm still very much an ARMY.
I just think it was becoming a bit hard to create a full blown story as why en and BTS. I want to flesh out the characters more.
I would still love to do why en stories and maybe even create a romantic self insert choose your love interest book.
But with my soulmate series, I want them to feel completed. I've matured and grown a bit since high school when I was writing these and I want to reflect that as well.
HOWEVER, y'all already know it's still going to be a Kpop idol love story. Cause I am all about giving the girlies what they WANT. And the idols will very much be BTS coded, CAUSE THATS THE SOURCE AHAHAHAHHAHA.
So each book will still have the same vibes of the members, but they'll also be their own individual person. (Yes I realise that means I'm creating hella made up songs and lyrics for WML 😭😭 I truly thought this through.)
In the end, this is STILL a kpop account. And I'll leave these versions up and maybe I'll update and write more of where THESE particular BTS storylines were going but the rewrites will have vibes and content that differentiate from the fanfics.
I hope you guys can truly understand what I mean. The members have grown and changed as well and I want to kinda write a bit more of a mature, thought out story.
I understand if you guys wanted strictly fanfiction and you're disappointed by this update, I really do. I think this will allow me to write better stories for yall tho! It will also allow me to focus on creating my own interconnected universe and not doing all the BTS research in terms of timeline and happenings. I don't know if any of yall knew, but all the soulmate books were in the same universe. But I started them when we were very much able to remember details cause it happened a year ago or like that year. It's been THREE years, the dates I had in mind are definitely foggy.
Plus, using BTS as my inspiration I have much more material to work with NOW because of their popularity and achievements globally compared to back then. A Grammy plot line and event would look nice in the books haha.
Anyways, all the books will have the same titles and I might use the boys as models for the covers on Wattpad as of now, but that could change in the future.
I hope you all understand and I've really missed this community. I'm glad ARMY was still reading and enjoying this book. It has 134k reads!!! That's amazing.
You all have grown as well. And if no one has told you, I'm proud you're still around on this Earth, I'm proud of what you've achieved so far, and I'm proud to have met you through this app even if it was only as Author and Reader.
So there's my update!
Please tell me about how you all have been as well! Right here! A lot is happening and I always want this to be a safe space and for us to enjoy each other.
So bye to the old era. It's bittersweet.
But hello to new beginnings and new stories!
Love you all so so so much!!!
Jasmine 💕
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