From the past|

I think stress is a very deadly factor in this world.

Like how I could be stressed by the fact that maybe you would choose Her over me.

Like maybe I could be stressed enough that this deadly stress factor could lead to more depression.

Like maybe this deadly stress factor could lead to me releasing also.

Like maybe this deadly stress factor could lead to my death.

Because maybe today I released.

On you.

Like maybe when you screamed at me and threw stuff at me because I was only following your example will lead to that deadly outcome of the stressed factor.

I think I learned that today that releasing was only meant for you.

I think I learned today that if I were to ever release on you then that deadly stress factor would come for me.

And kill me.

Kill me like you are killing me.

Inside.

Kill me slowly inside.