Chapter 19 ~ I still love you
I NEED PNE PLS GIVE ME ONE I AM THIRSTY FOR THAT!!! ......oh shkittles my mind is triggered
2nd POV:
As quick as the words rang throughout the house. He shot up from the couch. He stood up and twisted his body rushing up the stairs. He quickly ran and held you tightly as you sobbed on his body.
Priory came by to see what was going on. When she saw you crying she came by your side and attempted a hug of comfort. Frisk was looking at you with sympathy, she knew it was hard having nightmares. It had happen to her back then.
Chara was trying to get you calmed down in the most possible way of comfort. She didn't want to startle you since, she assumed a nightmare came. "Miss, can you mind telling us what was your nightmare?" They asked as sans pulled back, holding your shoulders, looking at you worriedly.
You were shaking in fear. What if he comes? What if he would murder anyone who you would tell them about him? What if he would come for your family? What if he was watching closely in every corner of the room....?
You shook your head no. They seemed to be disappointed. Asgore showed up with a drink in his hands. He offered it to you as you gladly accepted. You just stared at the ground mindlessly. You still thought about him. You were afraid of him than you were with anyone.
'Was it something about the glitch that we caused?' Priory asked. You just never answered. Sans was terribly worried about your state. He wanted you to tell him so bad so he could, comfort you and show you how much he loves you. But you wont budge, not even a bit.
Frisk was staring at you deeply. She seem to get what you wanted. Personal space. She called out to chara and told her about it. Then chara echoed it as everyone agreed. Sans was hesitant but gave in, they all went out the room. Leaving you with priory.
'I am guessing it is about the glitch right? Again with the destroyer hunting us down' she guessed as you nodded. 'Tell me, what was it about? Every single detail ok?' You nod again. You took a deep shaky breath and sighed.
You began to speak.
"I-i was in a world where all of it is white space. Nothing other than white and me. I started to walk without thinking. Grey Flowers were blooming under my steps. As i went further more, i saw the white space fading into black. There was humming at first. Then it stopped. It was replaced by a ticking sound of a clock. The clock was floating on the black side of the world. On cue i went over to touch it but before i could, b-blue s-static s-t-rings h-held the clock. Last thing i heard from it was the last tick. It broke to pieces. I was confused and afraid. I told the person that i meant no harm. H-he spoke in a glitched voice.
He said i was pathetic and still a pacifist. I just stood there as he came out from the dark corners. His eyes were filled with desire to kill m-me. His smile was a bloodlust kind. He had blue tears going down from his eyesockets. He had errors all over his body.
H-he talked to me, t-then caught me in his strings. He tightened t-the string-s all-l o-ov-er m-my bo--dy. I was bleeding. I-i saw my s-soul w-wrapped in b-lue strings. H-he said 'The clock is ticking before it explodes. You have short time to fix everything up. Since now i know your destination it's easier to hunt you down' a-after that he-he--destroyed my soul--i -i was d-dead. L-last th-thing i heard from him w-was o-ordering me to scream for him......
H-he ch-chopped all-all of my limbs apart"
You attempted to be calm as you breathed in and out. A few tears escaped as priory stood in a freezing manner. Her eyes filled with fear. She quickly held you tight and looked at you in your teary eyes. "(Y/n) we need to move faster. We need to get to ink fast. We need to stop the glitch we caused w-we...w-we n-n-ne-eed to....l-live"
You start to have horror thoughts, you opened your mouth and words spilled out of it. "Are we going to die....?" No one moved. No one spoke. Silence took over the atmosphere. It was getting thicker, harder. The tension was real.
"I-i...dont know. I mean you can do what i did last reset. Make a save point before everything goes down. I-im not sure it will work...you dont have the power to even reset means you cant save either and even if i try. Its all glitched out it---just won't work"
You cant believe what you were hearing. You were going to die. Just like that. You never expected this to happen. Frozen, you were frozen. Your eyes moved in direction to a panicked situation. Your breathing got heavy than usual.
"Come on (y/n)!! Dont give up! S-stay determined!" Priory attempted an encouragement. She expected you to smile, to laugh like once she did back then. Instead, you burried your head into your arms as despair clung onto your heart.
Night time came by as you stared up the ceiling wishing, hoping this wasn't the end for you. Sans couldn't help himself. He stood up from the couch and walked to chara's room.
Everyone was asleep. Chara was with asgore in his bedroom sleeping. Frisk was guarding both of them for safety. While priory seemed to let you think for a while wondering off into the night.
That same flash of a dream keeps repeating into your black never ending mind. Especially the scene where he chopped off your limbs apart with the static blue strings that wrapped around his yellow tip fingers.
Sans took a peek to see you, huddled up in a corner, hugging yourself with the two arms you've got. Your eyes worn out by all the crying. The eye bugs that were now seen under your eyes from thinking and staying up. The sight of you was terrible, he wanted to see you have that smile. That bright expression.
He desperately wanted to come closer and hug you. Whisper the soothing words into your ear to calm you down. Let you know he is with you no matter what. That not life or death will make him stop loving you.
He wanted to. But he cant. He cant be help but just be afraid, by you pushing him away. Hating him. He never wanted it anymore. The pain was too much for him. But...seeing you like this. Hurts him more.
He entered your room and called out. "(Y/n)....?" His low voice rang throughout the room. You shot up and looked at him. You tilted your head to the side. You weren't feeling like speaking. He walked over to your corner and sat beside you.
"Can,...can you tell me whats wrong?" He looked at you with worried eyes as you look back at him with a tired one. You nod. "I..im a terrible person." You muttered in a worn out voice all caused of the crying. "I left you without even listening. You think im a terrible person too right? I can tell" Sans couldn't speak.
It was true, you left without listening to him. But mostly he think it was his fault. He cant make his heart blame you, he cant make his mouth blame you nor his mind. "I just...never wanted this to happen. I just dont want to die" he sighed and started to speak.
"(Y/n) look. I-i know its too late but, i just cant help it. I hate myself for it. I still love you (y/n). I love you with all my being. With all my heart. I...just cant hide it anymore. I hate it to see you in pain. I hate to see you like this....y--you can leave. But pls, dont hate yourself"
You were astounded by this. You cant. You just cant. You already have someone. Someone great, you cant break they're heart. Is this what your heart really wants? Him? The sans that was long lost from you? Or the sans that it right infront of you. That you dearly loved.
What does your heart desire?
(Dont choose both xD you filthy sinner)
Counted words: 1448
You choose which way you will go. Its your path. Your consequences
(No intro im gonna make this dwama)
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