/////Roman's P.O.V.////

I wake up to see Virgil next to me asleep. He is no longer cuddled up to my chest so I get out if bed. I walk into the kitchen to see Patton cooking breakfast. I sit at the table and wait for Patton to be done. " Morning kiddo!" Patton says in his usual bubbly tone. " Morning Pat." I say still being nice but not as bubbly as he was.

" Did you talk with Virgil we really need to find out what is going on." Logan says jumping straight to the point. " No I didn't I tried to but he went into a panic attack again. I don't know what has been making him panic so much lately but it's starting to worry me." I say with a slight bit if concern in my voice.

" What if this thing that keeps sending him into panic attacks is why he's been acting the way he's been acting?" Logan say. He does have a point it definitely would make sense. The hard part is to get Virgil to open up and tell us what's wrong. " Logan did you forget how hard it is to get Virgil to talk to us about personal problems?" I say a little bit annoyed.

" That is true." Logan says returning the attitude.

/////Virgil's P.O.V.////

  I wake up and Roman isn't next to me anymore. I am a little upset but what did I expect he doesn't like me and that's obvious. I walk downstairs to hear the others talking. " What if this thing that keeps sending him into panic attacks is why he's been acting the way he's been acting?" I hear Logan say. Are they talking about me? Then I hear Roman . " Logan did you forget how hard it is to get Virgil to talk to us about personal problems?" What are they talking about. Wait did Roman tell them about my panic attacks? " That is true." Logan says and then they stop talking.

   No they can't be talking about me. I start to back away slowly going to my room. No they can't be planning something right? What if they are planning to get rid of me? I run to my room and grab my blade and make a few cuts. Now I can't stop myself I keep making more and more. I finally stop when I start to see most of my arm covered in cuts and blood. I hide the blade and clean up the blood. I clean up my arms and put on a long sleeve shirt.

   I hear the others at my door. They all knock at the same time. I ignore them I don't want to talk. " V-virgil w-we need to talk." I hear Roman's voice and it sounds like he's been crying. Why would he be crying?

  " V-virgil we found something that w-worrys us." Roman still has a shaky voice. His voice makes me want to just run into his chest and cry. " V-virgil please." Roman says as he lets out a small sob. My heart sinks as I hear Roman so sad. " D-did I make you sad?" I say through the door.

   " V-virgil please open the door." Roman says and I can't resists his voice. He's so sad. I open the door and see them holding a broken razor the blades missing. MY razor that has no blades. I think they all noticed the surprise in my eyes but took it the wrong way. But what broke me is seeing Roman tears on his face and his eyes a little pink. A tear rolls down my face just seeing Roman like that.

     This is all your fault. You made the person you love cry. You say you care about them but do you really? I mean you make them all upset all the time. You made Roman cry. What about that makes you think you are a good person?

    I start to cry even more but now I'm shaking. They all stair at me wide eyes trying to figure out what's wrong. Then I hear a voice behind me one I don't want to hear. " My my Virgil you can't help but be the bad guy. You do everything right. You are a wonderful person. Deceits lies are killing me I start to cry even more. I didn't even know it was possible to cry so much.

    " Your so strong Virgil." Deciet says again and I can't take it anymore. I need to cut but everyone else is here so I can't. I look up to see Roman is furious. Patton looks mad and Logan is mad and worried. I've never seen that look in Roman's eyes before. At that moment it seemed like Roman hated Deceit with a passion. I fall to the floor covering my ears.

    They all scream my name as a fall to the floor. " Oh come on you guys care soo much for him." Deceit spits out and that comment made me fall even worse now I'm laying onm thew ground. I start sobbing and curl up on myself. I feel arms around me and pick me up. I look up to see a blurry face that belongs to Roman. I can barely seer him through my tears.

   " Those things he is implying are not true." Roman's sweety voice says. Then I see him glare at Deceit. Roman takes me to his room and I can hear the other three fighting in the living room. I scoot closer to Roman as he puts me on his bed. He starts to walk twords the door. " P-please don't go." I say in more of a begging voice.

  I think he saw the look in my eyes saying that I didn't want him to go because he came right next to me. He looked concerned very concerned. " I-im sorry I'm such a mistake." I say sitting with my knees to my chest. " No, don't say that you are amazing." Roman pulls me to his chest as he says that.  " Y-you don't have to lie you guys don't like me." I push away from him. He steps infront if me and put his hand on my cheek. " How could I hate an amazing person like you. " I start to blush at Roman's words. " Virgil.....i-i love you." 

    I think he saw the surprise and the happiness in my eyes. A happy tear rolls down my cheek. " Oh my goodness Virgil are you okay!?" Roman says in a panic. " R-roman I am the best I have ever been. You have no idea how much I needed to hear that. Roman I love you too. " I say as my face gets hit and I can tell I'm blushing like crazy. " Have you gone soft Virgil?" Roman says in a teasing tone and then kisses my cheek. " Maybe but only for you." I say teasing him back.

   ( Hey guys thanks for reading and this is not the last part there is still a lot more to the story. But please do tell me if there is something you want to see happen in the story. I have some ideas but I need some more so if you guys can give me some ideas that would be awesome. But I hope you enjoyed the chapter and the book so far bye guys.)