Chapter 8
( sorry guys I can't come up with a title so this one doesn't have a title. Also I'm sorry for not updating sooner. But I hope you enjoy this chapter.)
///Virgil's P.O.V////
I put the blade away as soon as I hear footsteps getting closer to the door. Please don't knock on my door. Please don't ask for me. Then I hear a knock on my door. I ignore it because I really don't want to talk to anyone. " Virgil I know you are in there so please talk to me." Roman says sounding sad. I don't know why but it made me really upset hearing him like that. I go to open the door.
He hates you. You aren't answering him so now he won't ever like you. He's sad because of you. If it wasn't for you he would be happy.
I start to hyperventilate. And I realized that I'm having a panic attack. I fall to the floor with a thump right as I unlock the door. I was about to open the door but I can't breathe. I start to scoot away from the door. I'm shaking so much and I can't control it. Then I hear someone running into the room. " VIRGIL!" Roman screams my name.
" R-roman?" I ask barely able to say his name. His face immediately goes into worry. He puts his hand on my head to try to calm me down but seeing him sad makes me hyperventilate even more. " I-i'll go get Patton." Roman says as he starts to walk away. " N-no please don't" I grab into his shirt barely. I'm shaking too bad to get an actual grip but he gets the point. He comes back over to me and picks me up. I grab into his shirt not wanting him to put me down. He sits on my bed and puts me on his lap.
" Calm down Virgil I'm here for you." Roman starts to hug me tightly. I start to hug him back and then start to cry. I'm shaking even worse now but I'm starting to breath better. Roman starts to run his fingers through my hair. I'm now laying on his chest just letting him comfort me. This is all I ever want. Roman is so comfortable and caring all I want to do is stay here with him, but I can't. I start to fall asleep in him. I don't want to let him go yet, I want to stay with him.
////Roman's P.O.V.///
Virgil is starting to fall asleep on my chest then he finally passes out on my chest. I lay him down on his bed and just start looking at him. He looks so cute in his sleep. I can't help myself I know I shouldn't do this but I want to so badly. I kiss him on the forehead and walk out. I really hope he wasn't awake when I kissed him.
I walk into the living room to see Logan comforting a crying Patton. " Patton what's wrong?" I say trying to see why Patton is crying. " I-im worried about Virgil." Patton is crying harder as he says it. I can see where Patton is coming from so I nod and walk out. Logan is comforting Patton so I don't need to say anything.
I'm about to go to my room when I hear crying. Where is that coming from? I walk to Virgil's door and it's coming from inside. I try to open the door but it's locked. Then I hear a small voice that I barely can hear. I can tell that it is Virgil though. " They hate you. How could they love someone like you. You should die!" No he can't mean that. I start to jiggle the handle. " Virgil let me in." I say through the door. I hear footsteps and then the door unlocks.
////Virgil's P.O.V.////
I wake up in my bed and see that Roman isn't there anymore.
Why would he stay with you? He hates you because you are a horrible being. You will always make people sad. You will never be able to make someone happy.
I start to cry and say to myself " you are worthless, they hate you, he hates you, they will never love you, you should die. Then I hear the handle starting to jiggle then Roman's voice through the door. " Virgil let me in." I start to walk to the door I look at my arms and around me room. I make sure there is now evidence of me cutting. Then I open the door.
Roman walks in and not even wasting a second grabs me into a hug. He doesn't say anything and neither do I. I hug him back not wanting to do anything. Does Roman really hate me or is there a possibility of him thinking that I'm not too bad.
That's impossible remember he said you can't do anything right. You only hurt Thomas.
Roman would never like me why would I ever think that. " Virgil please don't cry I hate seeing someone I care about sad." When Roman says that I get shocked. He just said that he cared about me. No he probably didn't mean it in that way. He probably meant that he cared about the others. Why would he care about me.
As I am getting lost in thought Roman picks me up bridal styal. " We are all worried about you Virgil." Roman sounds more worried than usual. " W-Why are you worried about me of all people?" I ask and I am really confused. " Why wouldn't we be worried?" Roman says and he looks like he is actually worried. I don't want to say anything so I just look the other way. He pulls me to his chest. As he does this he lays his head on the top of my head.
I lean on his chest he feels so warm. I just want to stay here with him forever in the comfort of his arms. He walks over to my bed and sits down. We are in the usual position when he sits on my bed with me. Me on his lap and him sitting on my bed. Then he gets up and carries me to his room. I don't bother to ask him why. I'm too tiered to ask him why we are going to his room. " Virgil I'm taking you to my room so you can get some sleep because you never sleep when your in your room." He says this and sounds caring so I trust him. I start to fall asleep as he is carrying me.
He walks over to his bed and lays me down. He lays next to me and wraps me in his arms. I do the same. He pulls me to his chest and I lean on it falling asleep but long after.
( I'm the auther and I'm sitting here like it's so obvious that you guys like each other. I can't imagine how you guys feel. But I have other things to add to the story before they get together. And this must be killing all of you because it's killing me. But I'm trying to be patient and not just write them kissing. But I hope you enjoyed the chapter and thank you to all of you bye!)
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