////Roman's P.O.V.//////

      We all decide that it's best to talk to Virgil first and then if it comes to it we will pull up his sleeves. I feel a lot of guilt because what if we aren't doing the right thing. What if he hates us after we do this. No I have to stop thinking this. What would it matter it's not like I'd be losing a lover. But I would be losing someone who I wish was my lover.

   About ten minutes after we decide we start to walk twords Virgil's room. We knock at his door and I really hope he answers.

////Virgil's P.O.V.////

   I notice that some of the things in my room have been moved. I can then hear the others talking but they are talking too quiet for me to understand.  Why are they talking so quiet they are usually loud when they are together. Are they talking about him?

   They are talking about how they don't need you. You should just go back to the dark sides. They all know and they don't accept you. They all hate you and they will hate you even more after you tell them.

  It's true they will never like me and they have probably found out about me being a dark side. They probably want to get rid of me. They will be so happy without me in their lives. I wonder why they keep me around. They don't like me so what is the point of keeping me around if they don't need me? They don't make any sense sometimes.

   I hear a knock coming from my door. I didn't even realize that someone had walked up to my door. Was I really that list in though that u couldn't hear anyone around me coming? Should I answer or should I just wait for them to go away? I should probably answer them or else they'll get mad at me.

   " What?" I say making them know that I don't really want to talk.
" Can we come in we want to talk to you?" Roman's familiar voice comes through my door. I don't know why but just the sound of his voice made me smile.
" Sure the door is unlocked." U say and this time I don't sound as annoyed.
" Um can you come out here please we want to talk in the living room?" He sounds worried and nervous. What are they going to ask me that's making him feel this way? I walk out to see them all sitting on the couch looking uncomfortable.
" What's goin on?" I ask a little but concerned.
" Um kiddo lately we've noticed that you have been distent and we uh...." Patton was looking down and he wasn't finishing his sentence. So what I've been distent they don't need to worry about it.
" We found blood on things in your room and we want to make sure that you are okay." Logan was quick to save Patton from having to say it and he quickly wrapped Patton into a hug.  Shit what if they find out that I'm cutting?

  " Are you sure that it was blood because it could have been paint?" I say a little nervous but trying not to show it. They can't know that I self harm. They will hate me even more if they know what I do.

  " Virgil it wasn't paint so please show us your arms."  Roman says looking concerned and worried. Why? Why is he worries about me of all people he's worried about me? But I can't have them seeing my arms.

   " W-what no personal boundaries" I say not wanting them to see my arms. If they see my arms they will know and I can't have them knowing. I don't need their hate about my self harm either.

  " Come on Virge show us please just so we know?" Roman says sounding more like a beg then asking. But why would he want me to show him so badly?

   " No I hate when people get to close and I'm fine so please stop!" I say this as Roman takes a step closer to me. As he does this I take a step back. He is planning on looking at my arms by force. I'm not letting that happen as soon as he loves twords me I'll dart for my room.

  " Virgil if you are fine then you don't need to hide your arms from us." He says as he starts to reach for my arms. Just as I planned I dart to my room before he can touch me. I hear them running after me and then I slam the door and lock it.

   " Kiddo let us in please?" Patton says and it sounds like he is about to cry. I'm sorry dad and I'm sorry Roman but I can't let you in. You aren't allowed to know all of the secrets behind this door. 

  " VIRGIL PLEASE!?" I hear Roman say and he sounds so sad and I want to hug him. Then I realized this is my fault that he is sad. It's my fault that they are all sad. It was my doing.

  Yes it is if it wasn't for you they wouldn't be upset right now. You screwed up and you can't blame it on anyone else. You know it's your fault and they know it's your fault. Why do you try to hide it when it's obvious, that you will always be the bad guy and you'll never change.

  I will never change I'll always be the horrible kid who distroys everything. As long as I live I'll always be the one who brings trouble. I'll never be the one who solves the problems.

  " VIRGIL!!! A-are you okay?" I hear a thump and then two people rushing. I think Princy slid to the floor and the others were making sure he was okay. I'm glad that they are taking care of him. He deserves everything and all of their love. I don't deserve any of it.

   " V-virgil please talk to us." Rams voice is shaking now. I wonder if it's from fear or if it's because if something else.

   " You guys should go back to your rooms." I say to them in a calm tone even though I am far from calm.

  " W-what why- " Patton starts to say but gets cut off by Roman. " NO I'M NOT LEAVING UNTILL I KNOW YOU ARE OKAY. " I can almost see the tears dripping down his face right now. I'm so sorry that I'm going to say this Roman.

  " Leave now!" I say trying to sound mad but I sound more sad then anything. " You sound sad Virgil." Logan decides to join the conversation. ' GO AWAY!!' I yell I mean it this time but a tear falls down my cheek. Then I realize that I am crying. I hear them walking away

   " I'm sorry" I whisper underneath my breath. I pull out my blade and I make a few cuts. This is all your fault.

( Hey guys I'm sorry this took so long but I was busy with other things. Then it was Halloween on Thursday so I didn't post it then either. But I hope you enjoyed this chapter bye guys)