/////Virgil's P.O.V.//////

     I wake up to find Roman cuddling me. I try to get out of his grip but I can't. Then I hear a knock at the door. Shit. " Kiddo I'm making breakfast so please come out." Patton's voice comes through the door. I try waking up Roman but he doesn't wake up right away. But he finally wakes up and I point to the door. " I'll be out in a minute." Roman yells so that Patton can hear him. I wait for Patton's footsteps to fade and then walk out. I see him at my door so I act like I'm coming from the bathroom. So then I walk to the couch and plop down.

   Patton's walk in and sees me on the couch. " Kiddo when did you get here?" He asks. " Oh I just got here " I say giving him a half smile. He answers me saying " okay!" While walking to the kitchen to make breakfast. I don't know what happened but I get brought back to a memory. One that I don't want to remember but I do.

  Me and Roman were in a fight.
    "All you do is sit their and upset Thomas! You can't do anything right your only hurting him! Why can't you just be good for five seconds in your life !" Roman looks made when he says that. " KIDDO take that back Roman!" Patton says with a look if horror on his face. " NO ALL HE EVER DOES IS MESS THINGS UP" he turns to me YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT ALL YOU SI IS MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE! WE ALL HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME DO MY JOB!" Roman was screaming all these words at me. " ROMAN ENOUGH!" I hear Logan scream and than Patton's yells " ROMAN YOU ARE OUT OF LINE!" I turn to face all of them crying. " No he's right everything he said is true." They all try to say something and they all look sad. Even Roman had a look of guilt in his face. But it didn't matter I still walked away from all of this kaose.

   Just thinking about you what happened made me sad and on the verge of tears. So I get up off the couch and walk to my room. No one seems to notice. I walk past Roman as I enter my room I lock the door behind me. I start to walk to my bed but stop at my desk. I think about it and then grab my blade. I put it to my skin and make a cut a do the same thing over and over again. I see the crimson red start to run down my skin. Shit I didn't bring anything to wipe away the blood. So I grab an old black shirt that I don't wear. I wipe the blood away and throw the shirt in my bed. Just in case if I have to use is again. I grab my phone and turn on some music and just lay there listening.

  ////Roman's P.O.V./////

    I woke up to Virgil telling me to wake up but then getting up. I was sad when I saw him listening to the door because I knew that meant he was about to leave. He looks out into the hallway and then leaves. I didn't want to see him go but he isn't my boyfriend so I can't do anything. But one day maybe I'll be able to call him my boyfriend. I get dressed and look at myself in the mirror a couple times. I walk out going to get some breakfast when I see Virgil going into his room. I thought he just left my room? Oh well I'll ask him about it later.

  I walk into the living room and I'm greeted by the smell of Patton's pancakes. He makes the best pancakes but he loves to cook so he does it all the time. I wonder though what Virgil's cooking would be like? He says that he's not good at it but he says that about everything he does. But thinking about Virgil makes me think about all the horrible things I've said to him. The one memory that goes into my thoughts is one I hate.

 
    You can't do anything right Virgil! I say angirly. YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT AND ALL YOU DI I HURT Thomas! WE ALL HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! WHY CANT YOU JUST LET ME DO MY JOB!

   There was more said but I hate thinking about that day so I stop thinking about it. I regret saying all of that I regretted it the moment I said it. I didn't mean it twords him in my mind I was thinking if someone else. But I ended up yelling at Virgil the one I love. But what hurt me the most is how he responded. He thought that if himself and that wasn't all I said. He hated himself and I hated myself for telling those awful things. I should be protecting him from hate but instead I did that to him. The prince is supposed to keep their Princy it princess safe. I failed at that but I won't anymore I will keep him safe no matter what.

////Virgil's P.O.V.////

   I sit up to the sound of a knock at my door. I don't want to answer so i stay quiet hoping whoever it is will go away. But if course I can't get that lucky and Princy 's voice comes through the door " do you want some of Patton's pancakes?" Ugh they are always trying to get me to eat Patton's cooking. And I do enjoy it sometimes but I don't like eating. I would much rather just stay in my room so I say " no I'm not hungry " I hear a sad voice and in pretty sure it's Roman's " o-okay" I hear him walk off.

  D-did I make him sad by saying I didn't want to eat? No that's impossible he doesn't like me so why would he care if I eat or not. Still I go over to the door to make sure they aren't talking about me. I can't hear anything at all. No talking no movement no nothing. But then I hear them talking about something I can't tell what but it doesn't matter. I go back to my bed and look at my draw. One more wouldn't hurt right?

   They all hate you so why not kill yourself but if your not ready to die then make a few more cuts.

  The voice is right a few more cuts won't hurt. So I walk over to my desk and pull it out. My arms are stained with brown from dried blood. But I still cut more cuts in the places that don't already have them. I could cut my legs and that would be less noticable. I make some cuts on my legs and then I notice all the blood. I grab the old shirt and wipe it up. I throw the shirt back on my bed and out away the blade. I then out in different clothes. I listen to music and start to sing along.