/// Virgil's P.O.V ///

No this can't be happening I can't be a dark side again! I didn't do anything why did this happen!? I go over to my bed and curl up and start crying this can't be right I followed all the rules of being a light side why am I a dark side again!?

Of course you are you worthless piece of shit you don't deserve to be a light side and you know none of them actually loved you right? No one loves you but how could they you are a horrible person who doesn't deserve any love!

You're right....I don't belong anywhere everyone hates me but they have the right to cause I am horrible, worthless, not good enough, disgusting and more. I go over to my desk and pull out my razor blade. Just where I left it...I put it to my skin and cut all along my arm with multiple deep cuts all over both of my arm and I stop once my arms are covered in blood and then I wipe the blood away and put on a long sleeve shirt and my hoodie. What if they find out I do this....what am I talking about they won't care...no one cares. I'm so pathetic no matter how hard I try I will always be the same pathetic person from before. I grab my razor again and start looking at it and then look at my legs and pull my pants down and start cutting my thighs the stinging sensation in my thighs the same as it always is.

But this pain isn't new and it helps make me realize that I am still here that I haven't completely disappeared yet I'm still here even if no one else sees that I am still here. The pain is enough for me and it's a pain I can actually control for once in my life other than all the other times that I feel pain when I can't control it. No one would understand if I were to tell them that this pain helps me but why would I even bother telling them? They wouldn't care and they wouldn't stop me cause none of them care anymore...no they never cared it was all an act.

They have never cared about you no one has and here soon the other dark sides are going to be back and you are going to have to get ready for what you know is going to happen. It happens every time and there is no stopping it but you deserve every hit. You deserve everything they do. And no one will or has cared about all your screams and crys so why bother?

I feel tears well up in my eyes as I cut my legs even deeper and see the blood dripping down my leg and I can feel a weight in my chest and it's getting harder to breath as tears start flowing down my face and I put my blade away. I pull my pants back up and the blood already starts seeping through but it doesn't matter they are black anyways and I'll just change my pants. " They don't care about me..." I say out loud and I can feel myself starting to go into a panic attack. I go over to my bed and lay down feeling the blood on my arms and legs dripping down but I don't care I curl up on my bed and the tears stop flowing no matter how bad I want to cry I can't cry more than I already have. I sit there looking at my wall and then everything goes black.

/// Roman's P.O.V ///

I can't believe it...Virgil's a dark side again...no that wasn't his fault he isn't actually a dark side the others are forcing him to be one! " You monsters! Do you not even care about what you are doing to Virgil!? Do you even care about how much you are hurting him!? I can't help but yell at Deceit and Remus. Logan and Patton look over at me in shock but then they both get a stern expression on their faces and look at Deceit and Remus as well. " Actually yes I do I totally care about how he feels " Deceit says telling lies through his whole sentence. " I don't care about him at all you all act like he's a great person but when you actually get to know him you'll realize that he is nothing! " Remus says and that's what makes me lose it. " And how would you know that you haven't ever bothered to find out anything about him! All you care about it hurting him not about anything else! I bet you didn't even try to get to know him you just find some sick pleasure in making him suffer! " I yell at them both. " Yeah that's not the whole reason we don't do it " Deceit says with a smirk. " It wouldn't be any fun if he didn't feel pain or didn't suffer than it's just boring. " Remus says and laughs after he does.

" Neither of you know anything about him! He is way better than either of you could ever be! " I keep getting angrier as they keep talking. They both role their eyes and then sink down and then Patton and Logan come over to me. " Don't worry we'll get Virge back no matter what " Patton says and Logan nods in agreement. " No matter what we are getting him back even if I have to go to the dark sides columns and take him back myself I am not going to let him stay there with those two who only want to hurt him. " I say and I summon my sword and put it in the holder on my waist. " Let us finish the cure for the poison first kiddo and then we can go and get Virgil back okay? " Patton says sweetly. " Alright " I say in response and we go back to making the cure.

( I finally finishes another chapter I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while there has been so much going on that I haven't been able to write anything but I will try to keep updating. )