////Patton's P.O.V./////

     I woke up to Logan carrying me bridal styal. " L-logie what are you doing?" I ask tiredly. He looks at me with love in his eyes which makes my heart melt. " I'm taking you to my room so we can sleep there because it is more satisfactory then a couch." Logan's says as we enter his room. He has books everywhere and a couple journals. He puts me down on his bed and puts the blankets on me then joins me. I cuddle up next to him and we fall asleep again just holding each other.

////Virgil's P.O.V./////

   I woke up to see the time 7:00 am perfect I only got three hours of sleep.  I'm not going to tell Patton though he will freak if he know that I don't sleep. And I don't need that right now. I don't hear anyone in the living room so I walk out to find no one. Patton and Logan must have gone to one of their rooms last night. I walk over to the kitchen debating on if I should eat something or not. Before I can decide I hear a voice behind me. " You should eat ". I turn around to see Roman. Obviously I knew it was him but it still scared me. " You scared me!" I say a little bit annoyed. I'm not that annoyed though so I don't show any activation. " Sorry, but you should eat" he says as he pulls out two bowls and cereal. He pours some cereal and then milk and hands me one of the bowls. " Thanks " I say. I eat a little bit before Patton and Logan walk in holding hands. Awww they are really cute. You rarely see Logan smile but when he's with Patton that's all he does.

   " So how did you two sleep last night?" I ask obviously hinting that I knew they were cuddling last night. They both say " great!" Man they are so boring. I can't ever play with them. I walk off the the living room. It starts to rain and I immediately run over to the window. I love the rain.

   The rain is the only thing that will ever comfort you. No one else will care enough about you to comfort you. Enjoy the rain while it lasts Virgil.

I run to my room and lock the door, and roll up my sleeves revealing my cuts from yesterday. I go to my dresser and find the blade and cut more. Blood starts to flow and some of it get on my clothes. Shit now I have to hide that too. Blood also got on the floor. I clean up the floor and the dresser and than put the blade away. I almost went to the other room with my bloody clothes but o caught myself. I change and then go to the laundry room and out my clothes in the washer and wash them. 

    Right now I have a black long sleeve shirt, black paints, my make up and a hoodie on. As I walk out of the laundry room I see the others talking in the living room and they look sad. I walk into the room and they all stop talking. Are they trying to hide something from me?

   They're hiding the fact that they are trying to plane a way to get rid of you. They don't want you around anymore. They hate you. They hate you, they hate you. Patton hates you, Roman hates you , Logan hates you, and most of all Thomas hates you. They would be happier if it weren't for YOU!

I hate me , I hate myself , they hate me and I hate me. I understand why they hate me I'm nothing. I walk to my room and open the door to see Princy, Patton, and Logan. How did they get in here they were just in the living room. Roman spoke first " Virgil are you alright?" This was odd for him to ask but I lie and tell him " I'm fine." I'm surprised that they believed me on that. Patton and Logan walked out while Roman still stood in front of my bed. Great they left me alone with Princy. The one person that I find it so hard to lie to they left me alone with. Wait was this there plan do they know I like Princy?

  Maybe they are having him tell you that you have to go because he hates you the most. He hates you so much that he wants you to die!

N-no he doesn't. Does he? I start hyperventilating and I fall to the floor holding my stomach. I can barely breathe but then Roman picks me up. He is saying something but I can't understand him over the sound of me sobbing. Next thing I know I'm sitting next to him head on his lap while he brushes his hands through my hair. I am still hyperventilating and crying but not as bad as before. He starts to hum something but I don't understand it. After a couple minutes of him doing this I calm down and fall asleep

////Roman's P.O.V./////

   While I was comforting Virgil by singing and running my fingers through his hair he falls asleep. He is a really cute sleeper he doesn't snore in his sleep. He is silent but moved a lot or a little depending on the day. I am glad that he finally calmed down after a big panic attack. I can tell that he didn't get a lot of sleep last night but I'll ask about it later. I put his blankets on him and then I walk out so he can get some sleep.

  I walk out to see Logan and Patton on the couch together. Logan turns to me and says " did you ask him?" I turn to him as well since I was trying to get something to eat but apparently I can't. But I tell him " no he had a panic attack and so I calmed him down and he fell asleep." They both look at me shocked. I head over to the kitchen and get myself some chocolate milk. I sit down next to the couple on the couch. How did they do it they make it look so easy. But it's not it's not easy at all. It actually is really hard love is hard.

///Virgil's P.O.V.////

   I wake up and I'm in my bed with my blankets on me. How did I get here? Wait did Roman put me here after I fell asleep on him. He could have just woken me up that would have been fine. I hear the others laughing in the living room. I wish I could join them and be happy but that's not the role I get to have. I have to be the bad guy and I always will be.

   That's right you will always be the bad guy and you will never get to be happy with them.

   Shut up would you for five seconds. Can I go five minutes without you telling me how horrible I am. How they would be so much better without me. Why am yelling at a voice in my head? It's not going to do anything it will always be the same. They hate me and always will and I hate myself and always will. That's just how it goes.