Warning: drowning, and everything on the title page

///Romans P.O.V.///

Virgil had fallen asleep on me around two am. Logan took Patton to his room sense Patton fell asleep as well. So I took Virgil to his room and then went to mine and payed down. I hope Virgil will be okay. He has been having really bad nightmares. I turn onto my side and close my eyes feeling sleep take over. Soon enough I pass out.

///Virgil's P.O.V. ///

I'm in the living room and then everything goes black. " Do you think they actually love you? " I voice calls out from in the dark. I try to walk twords it but I can't see to move. I start to feel something on the ground. " They all would rather you die and you should know that! " I finally relize that what's on the floor is water and it's slowly rising. " They hate you! " A shadow of a figure starts to form. " They will never love you. He doesn't actually love you! How could he you're a monster! " The voice keeps telling things like that but not as focused on that.

The water keeps rising higher and higher. It's at my knees now and I can't seem to move. I'm trying to walk and I can't. It's like I'm stuck to the floor. The water is starting to get higher and then it all goes away. I look up to see Roman, Patton, Logan, Deceit, and Remus. " We all hate you! You don't belong! " They all say at the same time. " We would rather see you die then hang out with you! " They all say at the same time again.

" I hate you! " Patton says looking at me angrily. " I never loved you emo freak! " Roman says turning his back. " You are a mistake of an emotion! " Logan says giving me a death glare. " You left us! " Remus says also turning his back. " How could anyone love you!? " Deceit says looking mad. I can't help but tear up all these people saying these things to me is making me feel horrible. " You are a mistake! " They all say facing me. " You should have never been born! " They all keep spiting insults at me.

I start to cry and back up a little then I feel something wet behind me. And I see it's a puddle that seems to lead to an ocean of black liquid. They all look at me with a grin on their faces. " You know we did say that we would rather see you die. " Roman says smiling more and walking twords me. " N-no please " I say crying a little more. " So he actually talks. Too bad those will be your last words. " And just like that Roman pushes me into that ocean of darkness.

There was so much weight around me and my chest felt so heavy. I could no longer hold my breath and my mouth opened for air but then liquid came in. My chest felt like it was on fire as this mysterious liquid fills my lungs.

Then I wake up in a cold sweat and tears rolling down my face. I'm shaking a lot and I can still feel my chest burning. I get up and grab my razor going into my bathroom and locking the door. I start to cut deeply then I look at myself in the mirror and see every single thing that is wrong with me. I don't know how I thought anyone could ever love me. I am a horrible person that is ugly. I cut my arms deeper and then cut into my legs and stomach as well.

I am satisfied for now with my body covered in cuts. I clean up the blood and walks out changing my clothes and putting the razor away. I keep getting memories of the dream and I start sobbing. I go to my bed and pull my knees to my chest and sob even more. I can't think of anything else to do them sit here and cry all night.

Them out of no where I hear a knock on my door. " W-who's there? " I say quietly but loud enough to be heard. " It's me love " I hear Roman's voice come through the door and I start to cry more into my knees. " May I please come in? " I can tell he already had his hands on the door nob. I don't say anything because I'm crying too much that he wouldn't be able to understand me. I can hear the door open and be steps inside my door.

I can sense the shock when he sees me and then hear quick footsteps come over to me. He pulls me into a hug running his fingers through my hair. " Shhh it's okay " Roman keeps saying nice things to me and running his fingers through my hair. I can't help but cry more into his chest and he pulls me I to his lap. I feel safe with him but I still cry not knowing what else to do. Memories from my dream keep fluding into my head and I can't deal with it.

I think Roman starts to get worried because he pulled me close to him. " Shh it's okay I'm here for you. Nothing is going to happen to you when I'm here. " That calmed me down a little and I wasn't crying as bad. And instead of my face being buried in his chest I was just leaning my head in his chest. I love him so much and I can't help but feel comfort when I'm around him. Even if he doesn't love me I still live him no matter what happens. I slowly start to fall asleep again.

/// Roman's P.O.V.///

Virgil fell asleep again so I layer him down on his bed. This time j layed down next to him pulling him close to me. I hugged him closer to me and he cuddled up to me. I wasn't going to let anything happen to him on my watch. " I love you Virgil....more than I can say. " I kiss his forehead and then fall asleep as well.