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" Will! " I heard someone yell as I walked through the halls of my school and towards the back of the school.

I turned and saw Matty running towards me with a big grin on his face. I smiled wide as he came up to me and gave me a quick hug before we continued to our meeting place. Ever since the day in the fields 3 weeks ago, no one bothered me anymore at school.

George and Matty moved into the school and made friends with two other guys Ross and Adam and now we were a decent sized group. Lucky for me, all those boys had the same lunch period as me so I wasn't being bullied, plus everyone was terrified of George so they didn't really mess with him or me once they figured we're best friends.

Matty's arm was thrown over mine as we walked to lunch in a happy silence. I hadn't talked to Matt since that day in the field when he told me to fuck off. It wasn't really intentional we just hadn't spent much time together...and I may or may not have been semi-ignoring him.

Matty and I exited the back door and went behind the bleachers that adorned the field after passing by Alex and Miles who were on their way to class.

Matty and I sat on the ground under the bleachers where George and Ross were already siting. I curled up next to George on one side while Matty's sat on his other side and opened his backpack to grab his food.

Ross sat across from us waiting for Adam to show. I pulled out a pack of cigarettes from my coat and grabbed one of the sticks from the package. I placed it between my lips while I began to search for a lighter. 

A light snow fell around us but we were pretty protected by the bleachers. Suddenly a small flame appeared in front of my cigarette. I looked up at George who was holding his hand out, a small smile on his face.

I inhaled the smoke, thanking him with a soft nod. Everything was bleak. The days were slow and the sky was dark. I sighed as Adam approached us, sitting next to Ross and smiling at us.

I sent him a fake smile trying to hide the underlying depression within that appeared with each insult or rude remark Matt has thrown at me. It hasn't been much but it's definitely affected me a lot more then I'd ever let on.

" Guys...there's this party tomorrow that my cousin invited me too...will you go with me? " I said softly, my voice being swept away with the wind and barely touching their ears.

" Tomorrow's a school night...me mum won't let me out of the house, " Adam whispered softly.

Ross nodded, agreeing with him. I sighed and looked over at Matty.

" I'll go! I might just be  little late because I'm working on vocals for the band tomorrow but I'll be there so save me a bottle of wine, " he said with a wink.

Finally I looked up at George. He sent me a genuine smile and ruffled my hair.

" Of course I'm gonna go are you insane? I wouldn't miss a party with my best friend for the world. " he murmured, hugging me and tickling my sides.

I let out a soft giggle and nodded as we began to eat.

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George and I stepped into the large house, trailing behind Jamie, Nick, Alex and Matt. I immediately went for the kitchen, side stepping people and grabbing a bottle of wine for Matty who said he'd be here  in half an hour and half a bottle of Jameson.

I attached myself back to George and we went to the large backyard, sitting by the unoccupied pool and staring at the stars. This was what parties back home had always been to me.

Sitting in the backyard with some Jameson whiskey, a couple bags of weed and stars staring down at me and judging me for my mistakes. I slipped my vans off and dipped my lace clad feet into the nearly frozen pool, allowing them to skim across the surface of the cold water that turned my toes numb.

I'd already lost my cousin and all my other friends but I didn't really care. Nothing seemed to matter when I had a joint between my lips, a bottle in my hand, and my best friend playing with my fingers. Matty showed up not too much later and I handed him the bottle of wine and the joint George and I'd been passing around.

I drank my bottle of Jameson, letting the burning liquid infiltrate my body and turn every feeling numb and every image into a glowing replica of what it once was. Matty handed me back the joint and I inhaled its sweet smoke. I was on cloud nine.

Everything felt relaxing, my hands were warm and laughs surrounded me. I got up, puling my feet out of the pool and stumbling a bit.

" Where are ya goin love? " George asked is his soft voice.

" Gon' go find someone to make out with...watch mah shoes, " I mumbled back, slurring my words slightly.

George chuckled in reply and rolled another joint. I made my way into the house, dodging overly drunk people and finding myself in an upstairs family room. I looked around the mostly empty room and saw a boy.

I couldn't tell who he was. It was pretty dark and everything was sort of blurry. I went over to him and recognized that he sort of looked like Matt but I brushed that off.

His lips turned up in a smirk as did mine. I pressed myself to him and tangled my arms around his neck. His hands went to my bum and I began to kiss him. Our lips sparked against each other as the kiss became heated.

He lifted me and I wrapped my legs around him. We collapsed onto the couch as our lips molded together nearly perfectly. I pulled away, gasping for breath and staring at his spit slick lips that glistened in the subtle moonlight that seeped in through the shades drawn over the bay windows.

I pressed my lips to his hungrily and he traced my bottom lip with his tongue. I parted my lips, letting him in. This was quite foreign to me, kissing someone, making out with someone just for the hell of it.

This boy was probably the second boy I've ever kissed and with how drunk I was I was almost positive that this would escalate to a lot more if I wasn't cautious.

I grinded drunkenly against the guy, hearing his moans as if I was in a distant land. Everything was muffled but I didn't really care. After that everything went black. I can't remember a single detail that happened.

The only thing I remember is clothing being tugged at and lips on my skin. I woke up in the backyard, music pounding and my head on someone's chest. I looked down to see the boy, holding me while fast asleep.

I smiled at his blurry face, still unable to recognize him though I felt like I knew him so well. I didn't really care how I ended up here. I laid back down on him, curling into his warmth and falling into a deep sleep.

{ Nick's POV }

I sipped my beer and looked around. My eyes caught sight of a girl and as she turned around, I stopped breathing.

Fuck.

{ George's POV }

I dragged a very drunk and very high Matty along as I went to look for Will. When I found her, I was surprised to say the least. She was wrapped around Matt, fast asleep and cuddled into him.

I grumpily detached  her from his grip and picked her up, holding her close to my body as I dragged Matty along and went to find Jamie. She groaned and clung to me. I noticed the hickeys on her sides when her sweatshirt began to ride up and it made me feel sick.

As long as it wasn't Matt. If Matt's hands were anywhere near her bare body I was gonna kill him. He's already turned my best friend's smile into plastic, I didn't need him turning the rest of her into a melt-able shell of what she once was.

I found Jamie and told him that I was taking her home to his house. I told him where Matt was so he could take care of his asshole of a friend and left him there to sip his beer while conversing. I stepped out the front door and began the short walk to Jamie's house.

Luckily I hadn't had anything to drink and my high from the weed was wearing off so I was able to keep Matty and Will safe. I made it to Jamie's house, taking Will's key out of her pocket and unlocking the door.

I led Matty up to her room and unlocked the door, stepping inside and placing her on her queen sized bed. Matty collapsed into a bean bag which sat in the corner of the room and within minutes, he was snoring softly.

I set Will down gently on the bed and crawled under the covers with her, holding her close to my chest as we both drifted off to sleep.

{ Will's POV }

I woke to a growl of anger and a slammed door. When I looked at my door to see what had happened, I saw a flash of Matt's leather jacket floating behind him. I frowned, wondering what would have caused him to be so angry and why he had to slam my goddamn door when he knew I would be hungover.

I clung to George, letting his warmth fill me up. Finally I got up, making my way downstairs and grabbing a bottle of water and an Advil. I smiled to Alex, Nick and Jamie who seemed concerned as they sipped coffee.

" What's up with Matt? " I asked softly.

They all shrugged. Harsh sounds of loud guitar could be heard from the garage. I frowned, following the noise and finding Matt fucking around with the guitar.

" Matt.. "

He turned towards me quickly and scowled.

" What the hell do you want?! " He practically yelled.

I flinched way from the noise, feeling anxiety and panic enter my body. He yelled at me. I began to shake as he came closer to me and gripped my arm, going off about something or other but I didn't listen. I couldn't listen.

It was like water in my ears. He yelled at me...and now I can't breath. He pushed me away, making me leave the garage and slamming the door behind him. My whole body shook and sobs wracked my body.

He yelled at me.

And another piece of my porcelain shell broke off and was replaced with his plastic.

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Will's Party Outfit

WELL I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THAT!! It took me so long to write this chapter but it was totally completely worth it!!
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