Finally...I'm back again

To my old self, a little ma'am:)

The truth is; I love being alive

However, every day I failed to feel offline.

Although I noticed all the scores on my exams

I didn't see the sun cheer me and dance

I failed to listen to rain softly fall

However, I spoke up at every online call.

My lessons, yes, they aren't unimportant;

They help me learn - get close to Omnipotent

But what I didn't learn - what makes me feel alive -

The nature from the Saints, a joy of human life.