Damian POV

The only thing I hated about being back on the road was missing Nova. I had tried to convince her to come back with me but to no avail. She said was happy and settled where she was and didn't want to change things again.

A part of me wondered if there was a different reason but I didn't want to push and cause a row. Things were so perfect between us right now and I didn't want to spoil that.

"Some one is very happy" Rhea says walking into the room "what's with the goofy smile?"

"What can I say nightmare life is perfect right now" I smile

"Really how so?" She asks

"I'm........I mean we aren't ready to say yet" I say "but you will be the first to know when we are" I say making my way to the door only for Rhea to dash in front of me and block it.

"Oh no you don't Priest" she says "you are going nowhere til you tell me whats going on..............wait.............oh my god you got back with primark barbie and knocked her up didn't you" she gasps

"No.......that whole mess is over for good" I say "and no one is pregnant"

"OK so what's going on?" She asks "truth or the door never opens and you miss your match"

"Look if I tell you she will kill me" I sigh "we want to tell people together when we are ready"

"Fine if that's how you want to play it" she says locking the door "I know you've been staying with Nova so I'll just ring her and she will tell me"

"Go ahead she will give you the same answer" I say before quickly slapping my hand over my mouth

"Why would she..........wait actually second.......are you two...........oh my god" she gasps "well it's about bloody time you saw what was in front of you"

"Yes me and Nova but please keep it to yourself" I plead "she will kill me if she finds out you know"

"My lips are sealed" she smiles "so what opened up your eyes?" She asks

"Let's just say Nova made it very clear" I smile "and that's all I'm telling you"

"I'm really happy for you guys honestly" she smiles "but it goes without saying that as her bestie, if you ever hurt her I will personally see to it that you will never have kids"

"You have my word" I say "I love her, I would never ever do anything to hurt her"

"Aww I can hear the wedding bells already" she grins unlocking the door

"You are getting way ahead of yourself" I laugh "I'll catch you later nightmare"

Nova POV

Mindlessly I sweep the floor of the salon clearing up the hair from my last customer all the while my mind firmly on Damian. I was missing terribly but I knew staying here is the right thing for me.

"You coming out for a drink with me and the other girls?" My sister asks shaking me from my thoughts

"Oh....uh....I don't think so I'm not really in the mood"

"Missing Mr hotty" she smiles and I nod "why didn't you go with him?"

"I've already had one upheaval I don't want another" I say "I'm happy and settled here"

"Pull the other one it has bells on" my sister says stopping me by holding my shoulders "talk to me Nova"

"I just..........I'm scared to death that going back will mean going back to watch him go back to her" I say "my heart couldn't take that"

"Nova he chose you over her" she says "he had the chance to go back and didn't want to, he wanted you. I really don't think you have anything to worry about"

"Maybe not but still, at least if im here and I'm right I don't have to watch it happen" I say

"Listen to me, you keep thinking like this you are going to make him go back to her" she says "he's yours, he wants you, he clearly loves you. You need to forget about her"

"How can I?" I say "let's not forget he turned his back on me for her. Plus I heard when she left, she is not going to let him go. How long until she convinces him I've done something i haven't"

"Are you for real?" She gasps "he didn't believe you when you told him about her, what makes you think he will believe her"

"I don't know" I sigh "I've just wanted this for so long and now I have it I'm terrified of losing it"

"OK forget the drink" she smiles "i want you to go home and I want you to call him. Talk to him about how you are feeling and give him the chance to reassure you"

"Alroght I will" I say "I will call as soon as his match is done and talk to him........oh and by the way down you ever get tired of being right?" I ask

"Never, it's a big sister's perogative to be right all the time" she says giving me hug "just let yourself be happy with your dream guy"

With that she leaves the salon with the other leaving me to finish sweeping up. Would talking to him really be that simple or is it just going to cause our first argument? More importantly could I get passed my fear and just allow myself to be happy? In a few hours I would have my answer and I was terrified.