[ 16. a huge problem ]
J E O N G G U K & T A E H Y U N G

prepare yourselves
these guys are total 'sex gods' 😎

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"Y-you want what?" Taehyung chokes on air, completely caught off guard that he drops his towel on the floor.

Jeongguk nods, a little embarrassed he just really said that but it is what it is. Sex with a man can't be that different than sex with a woman.

Honestly, he doesn't know how it works, but by the way Taehyung talks about such dirty things means he knows, right?

Plus, Jeongguk's pretty sure the guy's thing goes somewhere else since he doesn't have lady parts, but if he's going to have sex with someone it's Taehyung. He trusts him, and shouldn't sex be based on trust?

"I mean, you want it too right? Now i'm ready, so let's have sex!" He says nonchalantly, walking over towards Taehyung to retrieve his towel off the floor. He sets it on the desk, oblivious to the way Taehyung's eyeing his ass.

"Why? Aren't you tired?" Taehyung stammers, flustered. Jungkook reaches forward and grabs Taehyung's hands, intertwining their fingers with a shy smile on his face.

"Do you not want to have sex with me?" Jeongguk's lips fall into a frown, unable to mask his disappointment. Taehyung gulps, releasing their hands and wrapping his arms around Jeongguk's tiny waist, pulling him close.

"Sex is really, really tiring, love," He laughs uneasily. Jeongguk rolls his eyes.

"I can handle it. You know what to do, and I trust you not to hurt me. Simple as that right?" Jeongguk chuckles, starting to get uneasy himself when Taehyung doesn't reply.

"Jeongguk-," Taehyung tries to reason with him, but when Jeongguk's expression saddens he panics.

"Do you not want to have sex with me?" He whispers, a bit hurt. Taehyung shakes his head rapidly, struggling to put together a sentence until he finally gives up and takes a deep breath.

"I do, it's just, a-are you really ready for it?" His voice softens as he reaches up and tucks some of Jeongguk's hair behind his ear, his irises glowing with fondness for the boy.

"Yeah, yeah I am," Jeongguk breathes out, his teeth clamping on his bottom lip when he feels Taehyung squeeze him tighter. "I think I want it."

"Love, saying 'I think' isn't really a sure answer," Taehyung murmurs, genuine concern creasing his eyebrows. Jeongguk juts his bottom lip out, pouting.

"Hey, it's hard enough saying I want you to have sex with me," Jeongguk points out, lightly punching Taehyung's chest. He chuckles lowly, shaking his head as he presses a gentle kiss to his forehead.

"You just proved my point why you're not ready," Taehyung tells him in a matter of fact tone. Jeongguk groans.

"C'mon please? I'm ready Tae. I want it," Jeongguk finds himself begging a little, his fingers coiling around the collar of Taehyung's robe in desperation.

Taehyung's lips falter into a slight frown. He lets go of Jeongguk's waist, his hand reaching up to scratch at his neck rather awkwardly. Jeongguk stands there, confused. Did he do something wrong?

"Um can I be honest?" Taehyung asks, pink dusting his cheeks. Jeongguk nods, now concerned by the way he's reacting. Taehyung's never acted so nervous before, and he can't help but wonder what's wrong.

He sucks in a breath before chuckling awkwardly, unable to meet Jeongguk's eyes. Jeongguk raises an eyebrow at him, nudging his side to spit it out.

"I-I," Taehyung clears his throat, embarassed, "I don't know how to have sex with a guy."

Jeongguk's hands fall to his sides. He blinks slowly, trying to register what Taehyung just said. He's not sure if Taehyung's making some excuse, considering the fact he knows all those dirty things and says dirty words.

"Then why did you say those things about wanting to have sex with me?" Jeongguk asks slowly, unsure of how to react.

Taehyung chuckles awkwardly, "Yoongi told me that's how you woo someone, and I-I didn't think you wanted me to have sex with you too so I never did any research or anything."

"We need Grace," Jeongguk says suddenly. She's the only one who knows what sex is like between people of the same gender. Maybe she can help!

As he turns to walk out to find Grace and ask for advice, Taehyung grabs his wrist and pulls him back, his eyes wide and head shaking side-side quickly.

"Please do not involve her," He begs, wrapping his arms around Jeongguk's waist to trap him. "I don't want Grace bothering me about my sex life."

"But we're both virgins," Jeongguk squeaks. Taehyung nods, embarassed.

This is a huge problem.

What if they get AIDs? What if they do something wrong? What if they get hurt? All of these questions are surging through his mind, and when he thought Taehyung can take care of it, he can't.

"C'mon, if we're gonna have sex we need to talk to Grace!" Jeongguk tells him, but Taehyung tightens his hold around him, fear in his eyes.

"No! We can solve it together. We'll go extra, extra slow and we can have a safe word if it hurts," Taehyung looks him in the eye, his tone a mix of pleading and seriousness. Jeongguk considers this for a moment, unsure if it's a good idea.

Both of them are virgins, meaning that they have never ever had sex. Two experienced guys doing the nasty blind? Not exactly the best situation, but he supposes he does trust Taehyung to take care of him.

After some thought Jeongguk agrees, "Fine. We won't ask Grace." Taehyung exhales in relief as if asking Grace is the end of the world. Jeongguk finds this cute and funny and is unable to keep in his laughter when Taehyung fist pumps the air.

"Great! So uh, sex, right," His brow creases, realizing they have to do something to start it. Taehyung thumbs at Jeongguk's shirt, deep in thought.

"Maybe we should go to the bed?" Jeongguk suggests. They both agree that's the right way to do it, so they walk hand in hand to the edge of the bed.

But before they proceed, Taehyung grabs the condoms and lube (he grimaces the entire time) and sets them on the side table. Now at the bed, they look back and forth between them and the bed. It's horribly awkward, but both are too focused on the steps to care.

"Do I push you down or gently sit you down?" Taehyung questions. Jeongguk shrugs, clueless.

The two end up deciding it's best for Jeongguk to lie down and Taehyung just crawl over him. However, when it happens, Taehyung's practically doing a plank above him.

"Maybe we should flip?" Taehyung's voice is small. Jeongguk's face is burning with embarrassment, but be nods nonetheless.

They flip over. Jeongguk is now sitting on Taehyung's lap, his hands settled on his broad shoulders. Taehyung's palms are now holding onto his waist. This doesn't feel too bad, but instead of initiating anything they just stare at each other.

"So uh, what's next?" Taehyung murmurs softly, his eyes shifting from Jeongguk's eyes to his lips.

Jeongguk doesn't say anything. Instead, he watches as Taehyung reaches up and swipes his thumb over his bottom lip. He runs his thumb down his chin, his fingers grabbing the edge of his chin, making Jeongguk meet his eye.

"Should we kiss?" Taehyung leans closer, his warm breath tickling Jeongguk's cheek.

He nods, completely at a lost for words seeing Taehyung up close. He's so beautiful, he ends up forgetting what's going while admiring his perfect features.

Taehyung takes this as a silent yes and gently connects their lips. His eyes fall shut and their mouths slowly move against one another's as if testing the waters. It stays slow and careful, but when Jeongguk feels Taehyung's palm slide up his shirt, it's like a switch flips.

Their pace quickens, the innocent kiss turning into something more intense, more passionate. He feels Taehyung's tongue swipe over his bottom lip, the sensation foreign yet oddly enticing as he his lips naturally part.

He allows Taehyung's tongue inside of his mouth, his thoughts and worries turning into putty in the moment. Jeongguk turns his head, deepening the kiss as Taehyung's tongue dances in his mouth. His hands grip tightly onto his shirt, pulling him closer.

The moment they pull away, their breathing heavy and cheeks pink, Jeongguk starts to giggle. His hand moves to touch Taehyung's swollen lips, completely in awe that just kissing him makes them puffy and red.

"Wow," Taehyung whispers, his eyes twinkling with adoration for Jeongguk. His hand falls back to Jeongguk's waist and gently squeezes his side, assuring him he's doing good.

An invisible force somehow draws them together, but instead of kissing they bump noses.

They look at each other before bursting into laughter at how ridiculous they are being. Taehyung shakes his head and presses his lips back onto Jeongguk's, both of their lips curving into small smiles.

It's like the tension has been broken as Taehyung doesn't seem to be holding back. He kisses Jeongguk desperately, wanting to taste all of him knowing this is his only chance to. Their bodies are pressing against each other, hands are exploring each other's bodies, and their lips are messily moving in sync.

Taehyung pops his lips off Jeongguk's lips and lowers them gently onto his neck, peppering his skin with soft kisses. Suddenly, he bites down on the flesh, alternating between sucking and swirling his tongue over each love mark that he leaves carelessly.

Jeongguk whimpers, burying his face into Taehyung's neck as his hands grip his robe tightly. It ends up hurting Jeongguk to where he hisses in pain, and Taehyung's quick to stop.

"M'sorry, love," He murmurs apologetically against his neck before kissing each purplish bruise. Jeongguk finds himself liking this better. He isn't one to be rough or like getting hurt that much.

"Can we move on?" Jeongguk whispers, playing with the lock of hair that falls over Taehyung's neck.

"Whatever you want," Taehyung kisses his cheek, making Jeongguk's heart flutter.

He then helps the boy out of his shirt and his pajamas. They also decide it's best to be facing each other, after all it's their first time and Taehyung wants to see his face just in case he hurts him.

Soon enough, Taehyung and Jeongguk are both in their boxers. Taehyung towers above him while Jeongguk's below him, his legs spread aside.

"Can you not be very rough?" Jeongguk asks him softly, blushing a little bit when Taehyung chuckles in response.

"Of course I won't Koo," He ruffles his hair teasingly before proceeding to remove his boxers. He removes them slowly, his eyes never leaving Jeongguk's.

When they're off and Jeongguk's naked, he instantly crosses his legs, not wanting Taehyung to see him. All of his insecurities start to flood his mind - every stretch mark from growth spurts, moles that scatter his skin, and literally everything on his body makes him want to hide.

He knows he isn't that good looking. Most of his life he has spent comparing himself to the boys in his class, even to Jason. He's grown to get used to his Asian features, but some parts of him still get insecure every now and then.

"Don't hide love. You're the most beautiful boy I've ever seen," Taehyung assures him, reaching over to tickle his sides. Jeongguk giggles and swats his hand away.

"You're just saying that," Jeongguk smiles sadly at him. He knows it's not true. Nobody finds him attractive - that's probably why no girl was ever interested in him.

Taehyung shakes his head, the edges of his lips drooping slightly, "What makes you think I'm lying?"

"I dunno," Jeongguk admits, his voice softening. "Nobody's told me those things before." He adds, blushing.

"Well then, I guess I'm the first because Jeon Jeongguk, you are the most beautiful, smart, kind, and caring boy I've ever met," Taehyung confesses, staring between Jeongguk's face and his butt.

"Okay now you're trying too hard," Jeongguk lightly punches his chest, his face burning insanely hot. Taehyung laughs, shaking his head.

"It's true. Now, let me make love you before the mood's ruined," He pats his thigh, gesturing for Jeongguk to part his legs. He does so, putting all of his trust onto Kim Taehyung knowing he will never hurt him on purpose.

"Okay, so a safe word just in case," Taehyung says as he takes the lube bottle and pops open the cap. Jeongguk watches him squeeze a generous amount of gel into his fingers.

"Maybe Moses?" Jeongguk says the first thing that comes into mind. Taehyung positions himself in front of him and raises an eyebrow at him.

"A biblical character is your idea of sexy?" Taehyung snorts. Jeongguk smacks his arm.

"Shut up. I tried," He mutters. Taehyung rolls his eyes, though Jeongguk can't miss the smile on his lips.

"Fine, Moses it is. At least you didn't choose Lady Guadeloupe," Taehyung shakes his head. Jeongguk sure is something.

"Wrong religion," Jeongguk giggles, pretending to be disappointed. "I thought you knew your Christian faith."

"Can we not discuss religion while I'm about to insert a finger into your butthole?" Taehyung sighs. Jeongguk laughs, nodding for him to continue.

Taking a deep breath, Taehyung levels his fingers with Jeongguk's hole. He looks at him one last time, slowly prodding Jeongguk's tight hole.

"Good heavens, take that God forsaken thing out!" Jeongguk yelps, jerking away from Taehyung at the odd feeling.

He rolls his eyes, "I didn't even go in all the way. Also off topic, but you curse like a little old southern woman." Jeongguk smacks his arm again, this time a little harder. Taehyung apologizes, unable to contain his laughter.

"It feels weird though," Jeongguk whines, squirming a lot when Taehyung's finger enters him again.

"I mean, shouldn't it?" He chuckles, wriggling his finger inside of him. Jeongguk gives a death glare. Taehyung bursts out in laughter.

"Okay, okay," He says in between fits, his single finger trying to stretch him out. "I'm adding another one." He then adds a second finger, his gaze watching Jeongguk bite down on his lip as he adjusts to the feeling.

Unsure of what to do, Taehyung splays his fingers inside of him and attempts to scissor him. He gets a little confused when Jeongguk just grunts every now and then, wondering why he isn't reacting much.

"Okay this isn't working," Taehyung panics but Jeongguk shushes him, giving him a bored look.

Taehyung takes a shaky breath, deciding to try something else. So, instead of just wiggling his fingers he begins to thrust them in and out. He watches as Jeongguk's eyes fall shut, his breathing shallowing as Taehyung speeds up.

Suddenly, Jeongguk's low moans and grunts fill the room. Taehyung's breath hitches in his throat, the sounds almost heaven to his ears he can feel a bulge throbbing beneath his boxers.

"So uh, do you feel ready?" Taehyung asks, really clueless and lost. He doesn't want to hurt Jeongguk at all, and he isn't sure when to stop.

"It is just give it a bit," Jeongguk assures him, but Taehyung's already taking his fingers out. He swallows, shyly eyeing how a glossy sheen covers his puckered hole and his cheek. It's oddly hot, but he doesn't tell him that.

Jeongguk shrugs, "It's been like, what? Six minutes? Ten?" He squints as he glances at the clock behind Taehyung on the wall.

"This is really hard," Taehyung complains. "I don't know what to do! They don't teach gay sex at school!"

"Well then just do what Grace said-,"

"-We are not bringing her up!" Taehyung interrupts him, growing serious. Jeongguk snorts, holding his hands up in surrender.

"Tae, just put on a condom and use that gel thingy. It shouldn't be too painful, right?" Jeongguk's brow knits together. Taehyung nods stiffly, doing what Jeongguk says and taking off his boxers.

Jeongguk wills his eyes shut, too shy to see Taehyung naked. A moment passes while Taehyung puts on a condom and lathers his cock with more of that gel stuff. He decides it won't hurt to put some on Jeongguk's hole, and he snorts when Jeongguk squirms after he puts it on.

"Okay, I'm doing it," Taehyung warns him, aligning his dick against his entrance. Jeongguk gives him a thumbs-up.

"Ow ow ow! God, take it out, please," Jeongguk gasps out in pain. He's biting down roughly on his lip, trying to adjust to the weird feeling but is clearly struggling.

"Take. It. Out!" He cries out, grasping the bedsheets tightly into his fists. Hot tears begin to form around his eyes. He didn't think it would hurt this bad.

"I can't!" Taehyung panics, feeling Jeongguk's tight walls clenching around his length. He gently massages Jeongguk's side, trying to relax him.

"Lord, please make this easy and painless and bless Jeongguk-,"

"-Why are you praying?!" Jeongguk winces, wriggling his hips. This is all too weird.

"Well, I dunno, maybe because you won't relax!" Taehyung sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose with his other hand. "We really aren't ready oh my god we're going to get AIDs."

"We're not gonna get AIDs! Stop scaring me!" Jeongguk sputters, his features paling. "Also it's alright now, you can move," He whispers softly.

"You sure?" Taehyung asks, concern in his voice. Jeongguk nods, wiping away his tears with the back of his palm.

Taehyung moves slowly, fucking into Jeongguk patiently. He holds onto his waist, carefully thrusting in and out. He keeps looking back and forth between him and his dick buried into him, not quite easing until Jeongguk's whimpers turn into moans.

He's caught off guard when Jeongguk moves his hips against him, this sudden movement prompting him to increase his pace. He bucks his hips with extra care, still too afraid to go too fast.

"M-more," Jeongguk throws his head back, moans rumbling in his throat. Taehyung complies and pushes into him a little quicker, watching as the bedframe trembles with each thrust.

He grits his teeth, deciding it's okay to try something. Without warning, he slams his hips into Jeongguk, the boy moaning louder. He does so again, wincing when Jeongguk bangs his head against the bedframe.

The both of them are too focused on chasing their highs to care about the pain. Jeongguk's toes curl, feeling Taehyung's cock brush against a bundle of nerves. The feeling is something he's never felt before, and the moans he lets out grow louder and louder.

Taehyung buries his head into Jeongguk's neck, inhaling the scent of his sweat and his sweet cologne. He's not completely pounding into him, his pace not too hard but fast enough to have Jeongguk coming undone beneath him.

He's not so sure how long this is supposed to last, the need to cum making them more desperate, more careless. Jeongguk grabs onto Taehyung's hair, tugging at his scalp without knowing.

He feels Taehyung's hand enclose around his own erection, pumping up and down to help him hit his high. It's not long until Jeongguk lets out a gasp, releasing hot cum all over his stomach and onto Taehyung's palm. His body trembles from the after effects of his orgasm, his high wearing off.

Taehyung moves his hips a few more times, groaning deeply into the nape of Jeongguk's neck as he finally cums inside of him. Exhausted, he pulls out of him, removes the condom and ties it into a knot and throws it into the trashbin beside the bed.

He flops down beside Jeongguk, attempting to catch his breath. Jeongguk casts a tired glance over at him, trying to comprehend that wow, they just had sex.

"That wasn't too bad," He chuckles, intertwining his hand with his hand. Taehyung makes a noise in response, rubbing his thumb over his knuckles.

"Does it hurt?" Taehyung asks, turning onto his side to get a better look at Jeongguk.

"Yeah, a bit," Jeongguk admits, his behind aching dully with pain from their activities. He can feel it throbbing in his legs.

"Do you think you can walk to the shower?" Taehyung questions him, gesturing to their bodies slicked with Jeongguk's cum. "We look pretty gross."

"I don't know," Jeongguk says curiously as he tries to get up. Unfortunately, he cries out, the pain sharply stabbing his lower half.

"I take that as a no," Taehyung chuckles softly, swooping Jeongguk into his arms and carrying him bridal style as they walk off to the bathroom. He presses a short kiss to his nose, smiling that boyish smile of his.

"Hey, Koo," He says out of the blue as they make their way into the bathroom. "Can I fuck you again in the shower?"

"No, you absolutely cannot," Jeongguk replies, but in the end, they end up making love in the shower all over again.

However, this time, it's thankully not as awkward (and they don't get AIDs).

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so this is what i had in mind
they're teenagers dudes and
tae is no sex god so bam awk
smut just for ya'lll (;

i hoped you cringed because
i am 💛 ALSO THE SINNERS is
coming out in four more chapters

get ready because shit. goes. down.