Kirumi's POV

I looked upwards towards the fierce brown eyes narrowed down at me from the man I loved.

When I was finally made aware of another presence in the room, I found none other than Ryoma alongside that bitch next to him as he found me in her dark room.

"Kirumi" He said with his deep and slightly gruff voice that he had become accustomed to using since coming out of the simulation

I looked up at him with a slightly fearful look in my eyes not knowing what he would do.

I glanced to the women beside him, Miu Iruma. The BITCH who had been stealing all his attention from me for her own selfish needs. She looked down at me with uncertainty and hurt. But I didn't feel a hinder or sympathy to her. She was an enemy to me

"Kirumi. Why are you in Miu's room?" He sternly asked me.

I avoided his gaze and looked to the side. I knew that he was already aware of what I had been doing, but he wanted to hear it from me. I didn't want to have to answer him.

I wanted to steal a piece of attire belonging to her so I would mirror her image in hopes of gaining his attention once again.

I suppose that I did get his attention once again, but not at all as I'd hoped.

"W-what are all my clothes doing scattered everywhere??" Miu asked not understanding or pretending to not understand the situation to appear pitiful. I wasn't sure, I did not trust this girls sincerity.

I continued to look down as Miu moved past me still on the floor to examine her room.

Even though my eyes refrained from meeting from his, I could still feel Ryoma's gaze on me.

"Why Kirumi. Why do this?" Ryoma asked, sighing before stating his question.

I could feel myself crumbling as I heard a hint of disappointment in his voice.

"M-my clothes are ripped..." Miu complained in the background

"Miu, I'm sorry. We'll get them fixed, I promise" Ryoma said reassuring her.

The way he said it could make any girl feel safe. That deep gruff voice that's sincere and demanding. The short stature small in size but mighty in heart. The attitude that changed someone as deceiving, conning, and shameful as me nearly a year ago, was able to fall in love with.

This Ryoma was not too far off from the one I met previously. He was much more assertive with his desires. He acted first, but did not charge in blindly. He was realistic optimist who laid out all the flaws and negatives of a predicament, but showed great positivity and provided hope to overcome said predicament.

I wanted this Ryoma all to myself. No one else deserved him in my eyes. I'm the only one who truly needed him. I'm the only one who thought she knew what he wanted.

I believed that he wanted to be rid of Miu. The only way I could convince him so that he did not want her, was to shamefully do what I do best.

I tore my blouse grey blouse off revealing nothing but my bra and pounced on him. If I couldn't show him through words, I would show him through action. I would show him that he did not need her, only me.

This was my selfish devotion.

I was able to easily push him onto his back roughly and climbed over top him.

Through the corner of my eye, I could see that pink haired wench cover her mouth as though she was disgusted. But I believed I saw past that. I believed she did that because the idea never crossed her own mind. I thought I saw envy in her eyes. But truthfully.

There was only Envy in mine

End

Author: So. I finally figured out how to make chapters longer and still keep the pace decent. Reduce dialogue and just have the characters describe the shit that their doing.

For anyone wondering what Kirumi's character is like in the book. Current Kirumi is essentially a fusion of both her pregame and postgame personalities, as so are the other cast members.

Her selfish and self degrading side stems from her pregame lifestyle and personality.

However her urge to see her goals and desires come through comes from two factors. One of such will be foreshadowed through Ray in the next chapter and of course, from her Ingame self.

The self yet undying desire to succeed within her causes her to have a "Selfish devotion". She is only doing this for herself and not considering how her actions and desires may harm the others, as so by destructive Miu's room to now sexually harassing Ryoma.

And for anyone wondering, yes. The story will get more fucked up