Selody Part 2
'It only breaks my heart to see you going through this, and there's nothing that I can do. Gonna take you in my arms, pull you close to me. But every time I try, you keep slipping away, a little bit more everyday'.
'Come back to me now, you would if this was a movie. If this was a movie you'd be here by now.'
'You were right here beside me. You were right here, saying you liked to stay a while. Maybe this is wrong or maybe, you're the one for me. This feels a lot like love. Melody, you're the one for me'
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Melody's Pov.
I plugged my earphones in as soon as the plane took off. My eyes drifted to the skies outside, and instantly, I'm reminded by thousand of songs with skies in them. And the few that come to mind immediately are California Sky, Purple Sky, Faith and We Ended Right.
Each of them hold such a significance.
California Sky...that was the one when...when...I first missed HIM.
Purple Sky was the one that made me feel better after that press conference fiasco with the claustrophobic attack. Thinking about that really made me smile.
Faith...another hard one, when my dear little angel died.
We Ended Right...
FLASHBACK- HE was there. HE was waiting right outside my door. More like sleeping actually. He'd been outside my hotel room a whole night, resting against my room door.
As I turn my door open to get out for breakfast before the gala practice that day, he got up in a rush. And I stepped back in shock.
What in the world could he be doing here?!
I was about to yell at him but then he took my hand and told me to shut up.
I don't know why I listened to him, but I did.
'Dy, I-I stepped back, take a look in your direction. Seeing the reflection, the same single man that had taken you for granted, like water in the desert I didn't think it'd happen, but I guess it had to happen. Staring at the glass eyes in a trance, as you walk through the grass with my shadow in the past and I know that this moments gonna last my life.'
He lifted my face to meet his eyes. And I stared in his dark, entrancing eyes, and reply, 'I won't throw it all away with everything. I want you back here can't you see? Please refrain from opening skies. Your time came with the rain but now it's dry. Gonna take more than just time. We ended right as you cut the ties with knives of lies.'
However hard I try to beg him to stay away because I can't take this heartbreak again, his eyes are begging me to forgive him even more.
'I know it doesn't matter everything I've said and I told you once again. Cause your mind is pretty set. But think about the truth all I gave to you. Never once a lie no not a single time. Not until tonight and that's where you are so right. To put up a fight and leave me all alone with your goodbyes. And I know I did you wrong, but now it's said and done, and I'm sorry I'm sorry. I took and broke your heart and your world was torn apart but I'm sorry I'm sorry. I need you so, you need to know...'
And yet again, HE leaves me frozen. I honestly have no idea what to do.
HE still stands there watching me like a hawk.
I feel so uncomfortable all of a sudden. It feels hot and dry and I almost want to puke.
HE notices and pats my back.
I don't know why I feel sick. Perhaps it's all that heartbreak finally kicking in. Well, whatever it is, I'm 100% sure it's psychological. Great, maybe my mental health is instable. Could it get any worse?
In an attempt to get rid of the awkwardness and break the uncomfortable air, I joke, 'Heh, can you believe my timing? Man, this could totally be a movie.'
'If this was a movie, you'd be back with me now.' HE whispers. But then he clears his voice and bluntly states, 'You're in pain.'
Uh, yeah, thanks for telling me how awful I probably look.
I look up and glance at his face. Definitely there's a sense of pain there. I'm all too familiar with that painful face. Again, I joke nervously, 'Well, there's a fine line between pain and constipation.'
But that just makes things even more so awkward. He takes both my hands and stands extremely close. Maybe like 30 centimetres too close.
I can feel the sweat dripping down my face and I get even more panicked. My heart explodes while my mind wanders in confusion as I'm not quite sure what to feel right now.
'It's gonna be alright, just breathe.'
So I do.
HE questions, 'do you wanna go back in your room and rest? You don't look so good now.'
'Uh.. that would be nice.'
So we get in after I scan my card and I notice that he's still standing awfully close. When I collapse on my bed, I feel more comfortable and that uncomfortable air clears slowly.
I cover up and slowly drift off and forget that HE's there.
Until, HE speaks to me thinking I'm asleep.
'Dy, you were right here beside me. You were right here, saying you liked to stay a while. Maybe this is wrong or maybe, you're the one for me. This feels a lot like love. Dy, you're the one for me.'
Unaware that I can hear everything, I stay silent so he continues, 'You promised me you'd stop slipping away. I know of course this is all my fault that you're hurt, but it only breaks my heart to see you going through this, and there's nothing that I can do. Gonna take you in my arms, pull you close to me. But every time I try, you keep slipping away, a little bit more everyday. I would never torture you or purposely hurt you. I never knew...Thanks for slapping me awake with that. Now I see...I hope you see too, that I was just blind and plain stupid and I would never want to break you. I love you too much. I-I think I'm in love with you. I'm sorry it took me so long to realize this.'
After hearing that second last sentence, I couldn't hold it in and I jumped and yelled, 'Do you really?' so loudly, so much so that HE fell backwards from his chair from the shock.
'Oops, I'm sorry. Are you okay?'
'How much did you hear?!'
'All the way up to, "I think I'm in love with you." '
He doesn't look away or hide. He's blushing alright, but he just hugs me and smiles.
'Yes, I do.' then he pulls away and blinks, 'hmm.."I do, I do, I do"...sounds nice. Can't wait til I get to say that someday with you.' He smirks.
Now it's my turn to blush like mad and I hit him playfully and then hug him again and just melt away in his arms.
....END OF FLASHBACK
Thinking about that moment, another bright smile spreads across my face.
Now there's two less lonely people in the world, and two is better than one. Plus, HE's got something I need, that one thing.
Now as I look up, I see a sky full of stars, and I know that I'll be back Home soon.
Okay, now I'm just quoting song titles.
After all, I'm only human, and I lived but I wanna live a thousand years more. With Sota Yamamoto.
OKAY, OKAY, I'LL STOP.
Sota walks over and sits right beside me as I'm muttering to myself.
'Hey'
'Hey, I hope you don't mind.'
'Not at all.'
Then there's that awkward moment where I catch him stealing a glance at me and I giggle.
'What?'
'Nothing.' I smirk to myself.
And I look and he's smiling now.
'Why are you smiling?'
'Cause you're amazing, just the way you are.'
'Well, this is me, and now I can be the real me.'
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Hope you liked it dear x_justafangirl_x
Thank you for reading :)
If you're interested, these are all the songs and song titles I quoted.
If This Was A Movie by Taylor Swift
Slipping Away by Greyson Chance
Leila by Greyson Chance
California Sky by Greyson Chance
Purple Sky by Greyson Chance
Faith by Jaclyn Victor
We Ended Right by Debby Ryan
SummerTrain by Greyson Chance
Two Less Lonely People In The World by Air Supply
Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls
Something I Need by Ben Henow ;) x_justafangirl_x
One Thing by One Direction
Home by PhilipPhilips
A Sky Full Of Stars by Coldplay
Human by Christina Perry
I Lived by One Rebuplic
A Thousand Years by Christina Perry
Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars
This Is Me by Demi Lovato
Now I Can Be The Real Me by Adam DiMarco
Lol and that's just this chapter alone AHAHHAA
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