He walk alone around the garden he have in his palace. He think back how he almost lose control when she said those words. He shouldn't have show that side of him to her, he should be more understand about the situation she is in.

He remember when tears escape her eyes. He really want to wipe it but his mind is clouded with emotion.

Yes, Emotion.

After the longest time in Sesshomaru life, he is really afraid to lose something precious to him.

Her.

He can't be calm when its came to her.

She make him feels confuse.

Even though there's Rin that he learn to care as his own daughter. Jaken his loyal servant that Sesshomaru deep down care for him. His love and hate relationship with his half brother. And his relationship with his mother that is quite close and cold same time.

But no one ever make him feeling this complicated feel like her.

He don't want to lose her.

He don't want her to go away.

He want her to be with him.

Always.

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Ohh they have a fight after they do IT.

See you in next chapter. 😊