(Y/n Pov)

I just sit on the bed too exhausted with all things just happen.

I mean we complete the bond.

I don't sick anymore.

The burning were gone.

But.

My heart is ache.

I don't expect him to outburst before i have the chance to explain. From all this time i only know he is one of the calm and collective person but maybe, not this time.

Maybe its not him. Perhaps his beast can't take my words calmly.

"If only he want to listen to my explanation" I said to my said.

"Why don't you go to rest?"

I look to the one is talking.

"So its working huh? The portal thingy" I ask looking to inu no taisho who look around the room.

"Yes. As you can see im here now aren't i?" He said, "No kidding but his scent on you is very strong, how many rounds you guys do it?"

I let out a sigh and look down due to the embarrassment, "Only one"

"Ouh. Why? I thought after he restrain himself to not mating with you for long time, he will go rounds with you"

"Well we had a fight.
I tell him no when he ask me to stay with him. Im about to explain why i say 'no' to him but then he suddenly explode. He leave the bed and in blink of eyes he wear his clothes, im trying to explain to him but he destroy the bedroom before i continue to explain. Its like he didn't hear what im saying. So yeah he left when he see me crying and just left"

Im feeling a bit better that i tell this to him even though its kinda weird but i know Inu No Taisho understand what im telling him. Thinking about this, i remember I still have to find nickname for Inu No Taisho. Maybe i just can call him father since im his son mate.

"Sesshomaru is confuse now and this is just after an hour after the mating season done" Inu No Taisho sit on the edge of the bed, "its normal for a demon like him to feeling that way when they hear one word they don't want to hear. They won't let the mate explained it to them because of their sensitive feeling after they mating"

"So don't stress your self with this. He will come back in an hour or two" he let out a chuckle, "I'll be honored if you call me father"

'WHA- HOW can he know this?'

"Im still can read your mind even though im here now"

"Ahh right, i just forget that part" I said.

"Well then father. what should we do now?" I ask, "You and Hikaru only tell me things about what will happen right after the mating done. So what's now?"

"For now we don't have to do anything at least for a month. You can rest. I know it's hard for you to know your portal is open but you can't go there yet. You just have to be careful with your choice now" He stand up from the bed, "I can't wait to see and talk with them, and to hear them call me father"

"But wouldn't it be weird plus shocking with them and others. They know you have been dead for years and now you come back even though not for all time you will be seen but still-"

"Don't worry about that Y/n, I will explain to them about why can i be here but i will not telling them about the situation. At least not yet"

Inu No Taisho walk to the window and look out to the dark sky with no star, only the moon that stand alone to guarding the night.

"I have to go to somewhere" he turn his head to look at me, "Go get some sleep, you need it. The sun won't be up for another hours"

With that he jump out from the window.

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(Third POV)

Somewhere in a cave with fourteen person inside it. Two of them are awake to guarding the others who are sleeping and there's one who have insomnia but choose to sit farther than the two who awake too.

Inuyasha and Tomoe have been talking quietly about the portal that messing with worlds and dimensions. They getting along pretty well despite that sometime tomoe dissing Inuyasha. Its actually strange but its real that Inuyasha have act calm after his brother taking y/n with him.

Suddenly they both can feel something in the air change. They both don't know what is it but they know something is happening not very far from them.

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So just a bit explanation about what room she is in now. Well she is in a dressing room inside the bedroom. The bedroom have a private bathroom and a dressing room too. So its like a modern castle but try to imagining it in Japanese style.

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-THE NEXT DAY-

(Y/n Pov)

The maids are done preparing my self for today. Im wearing a beautiful but heavy kimono. There's so much layer i have to wear and its doesn't help me with the fatigue i feel now. However now im staring at my self in front of the mirror.

I look so much different.

I close my eyes and imagining home. My home in asgard.

I take a deep breath when a memory of my mother doing my hair. She always like to have my hair half braided and half down.

I open my eyes when i hear the door of the dressing room opened by someone. I look to the source and widen my eyes when i see him standing there. Quickly i averted my eyes to the floor before look down to my hands.

He walk inside and stop when he is beside me.

"Stand up"

I do what he say but im still look down. Suddenly im pulled into warm embrace. He didn't wear his armor so it's not really hurt when i crashed into him.

Warm.

He feels warmer than the water i use for my bath.

Comfort.

His heartbeat are heard by my ears and those beats makes me calm.

Safe.

I feel safe in his arms.

"This is still a new thing for me to learn. For the longest time after i lost my father, i feeling regret for my action towards you. I want to apologize for my outburst last night. I should've let you explain yourself first" He said, "It's not my desire to hurt and left you but i have to calm my self for i afraid will hurt you"

I slowly bring myself to hug him and somehow i start to cry silently.

Why?

Im afraid.

Afraid of what?

To lose him.

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