*Forgotten*

I have forgotten
What it is like to not forget,
To live with mistakes that you don't regret.

I have forgotten
How my speech was except rapid and frenzied,
To go through my day without an organized deed.

I have forgotten
What it is like to sleep with hooded eyes,
To trust in my the instincts of truths and lies.

I have forgotten
What it is like to not feel apathy,
To sob and cry when i felt empathy.

I have forgotten
What it is like to not converse with hallucinations,
To let go and embrace patience, not holding onto the pretensions.

I have forgotten
What was i telling you about?
Ah yes! My sweet vineyard no doubt.

I haven't forgotten
My oasis in Sahara's heat,
I know why you are here, you CHEAT!

I haven't forgotten,
The way you tried to steal from me,
And now you have locked me in a cell for the world to see!

I have forgotten
What it is to be normal sans amnesia,
To not take a step everyday towards euthanasia.

I have forgotten.

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A/N:

Why was the poem so weird in between? That's your question right?

So .....this poem was from the point of view of a schizophrenic.

Now read it again keeping that in mind, amd maybe you'll get a taste of it.

Tell me your views on it.

#Day28complete

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