//I'm trying! I'm Trying! Why does school gotta be a bitch? Anyways, I am trying to get more active on Wattpad, so, update tonight! YAAAA!! *awkward silence* love ya all.

I'm lacking insperation so if any of you could, please tag me in some Yaoi books! I want to get more active on Wattpad again!

"Passion doesn't bring pleasure, love brings passion." -book_binder (Wattpad)\\

Misaki's POV

'Maybe I was a little too harsh?' The guilt made me feel bad but he deserved it, after what he did to Tom.

Yes, I know about Fushimi being a playboy when he was younger but to kiss his best friends girlfriend, that's crossing the line for me.

Sighing, I flopped down on the bed, closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep.

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lips....... Soft lips

They weren't chapped nor wet, they were soft and warm.

"Tom?" I mumbled, my voice muffled.

Opening my eyes, I found it was Fushimi. "Fushimi! The hell?!" To yelled, shoving him away.

"Misaki, do remember our first kiss?" He asked in a serious tone.

"Of fucking course." I spat.

"Then you would've remembered how much you were in love with me in college. I can't leave here with you mad at me. At least...... At least have sex with me one last time, and if you don't like it....... Then I'll leave you and Tom alone." Fushimi said, looking down sadly.

I felt bad for him. Sucking in a breath, I nodded."Fine, I'll do it."

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No POV

"A-Ah! F-Fushimi! Don't!" Misaki cried, arching his back as Fushimi slammed into him and sucked on his neck.

Fushimi's lips trailed up Misaki's neck to his ear, gently brushin his ear."Do you remember when you use to call me Saru? Call me that again. Beg me to pound into your small body harder, to go faster. I want to hear you cry my name as you cum long and hard. I haven't heard your voice as you cum in 4 years and I want to hear it again." Saru licked his ear lobe, Misaki cumming from his words.

"Mmm, Ngh!!!!!!!" Misaki arched his back, cumming on Saru's abdomen.

Saru Continued to thrust into him, not stopping to let Misaki ride out his orgasm. "Make me cum, Misaki.." Saru said, his blue eyes looking into Misaki's chestnut ones.

"Sa-Saru! Cum for me!" He shouted.

Saru grunted, thrusting a few more times before cumming inside the smaller male.

Misaki groaned and arched his back even more, groaning at the feeling.

Laying still, all was heard was their pants.

"S-so it looks like you still have feelings for me....... I'm not going to stop hitting on you until you agree to be my boyfriend again." Saru said, still panting.

Misaki blushed slightly. He hadn't known that Saru cared so much. He was really touched.

Suddenly, all of Saru's weight crashed down onto Misaki and he cried out, realizing the bigger make had passed out."Damn Saru!" He cried out, having difficulties getting out from under him.

Finally, Misaki gave up and sighed, smiling slightly."Never mind."he mumbled.

Shockingly, he didn't feel guilty about sleeping with someone other than his boyfriend.

But he did feel a little bit guilty that he was going to hide it from Tom.

Time Skip

Misaki's POV

"Get up, Damned mokey!!!" I cried, uncomfortable.

It was past 7am and I didn't want to miss my first day at work.

"Mmmmm." Was all that Fushimi responded so I kneed him in the croch, causing his to groan in pain and slowly wake up.

"Get. The. Hell. Off. Of. Me." A low growl erupted from my throat as I rolled out from under him.

Saru sat up, his hair a tangeled mess.

"Alright, let's get ready for your first day of work."

//I hate myself so much and wanna kms because of how horrible I've been neglecting you!!! I will try to update more! I'm lacking insperation so don't forget to tag me in some good yaoi books!\\