Get ready for this. Also it's my birthday tomorrow!!!

Millie woke up, stretching. She soon realized she was intertwined with a body, making her stop her movement. She looked up to see Finn, his eyes closed.

How the hell did I get here? Where am I?

She took a second look at Finn. His freckles scattered across his face, his gentle expression as he's sleeping. He looks so peaceful.

And cute.

His hands were wrapped around her waist securely, and she secretly enjoyed the feeling of someone else next to her. Jacob never did that stuff with her.

Millie saw his eyebrows furrow and he groaned, stretching and trying to shift, but froze as he opened his eyes. He looked down to Millie to meet her eyes, and they both smiled.

"Hello." Finn said.

"Hi." Millie replied back. She looked down and awkwardly moved out of their sleeping position.

"Sorry I don't remember doing that." She said again, now sitting up. Finn followed her movements.

"Uh-yeah you were kinda drunk." Finn replied back, Millie laughing a little.

"I'm sorry. Wait, I thought I was staying at Sadies?" She asked, confused and looking for her phone.

"She left, and I didn't know how to get there. And you couldn't go back to your dorm." Finn replied, watching her.

She's so pretty.

Millie stood up looking for her phone, and felt the pants she was wearing underneath her feet as she took a step. She furrowed her eyebrows when she saw she was wearing a huge pair of sweatpants with a tshirt that was not hers either. They smell like Finn, making Millie assume they are Finns.

"Your phone is in the bathroom I think." Finn said, laying back down and closing his eyes.

Millie walked to the bathroom, seeing her clothes all over the place from last night. She must have changed in here. She quickly folded her clothes, and then grabbed her phone, walking back out to Finn.

"Well, thank you for letting me stay here last night." She said, making Finn perk up, sitting up and looking at her.

She looks so pretty in my clothes.

"Yeah, any time." He said, and she gave a slight smile. She reached for the doorknob, but Finn cut her off.

"Wait! -Uh, Jack is still in your dorm. You can't go back there yet." He said, and Millie groaned.

"What do I do now?" She asked, and Finn came up with a great idea. Well, for him at least. He stood up, leaning against the bed frame.

"Did you wanna go get breakfast? Or coffee?" He asked, his heart racing. Millies eyes scanned his, then looked down to what she was wearing.

"It's not a date or anything, just getting food." Finn said nervously back. Millie laughed, and hit him in the arm playfully.

"Of course it's not a date, Finn. Let's go." Millie said, disregarding what she was wearing or not. Finns eyes perked up, surprised she said yes in the first place. He smiled and grabbed his phone, and they headed out to get breakfast.

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"I'm serious dude. Us six, tonight. Sadies dorm." Noah said to Caleb, Caleb rolling his eyes.

"Dude, we legit just had a party last night." Caleb said, serving off an order they just made.

"Party?" Gaten said, walking over to the two talking.

"We were thinking the six of us just go and drink and smoke at Sadies tonight. We can play games and stuff." Noah said, then looked to see Finn clocking in.

"Hey dude, wanna hang at sadies with us tonight?" Noah asked, making Finn turn to him.

"Yeah sure. Who's going?" He asked, making Caleb smirk.

"Don't worry, Millie will be there," Caleb said, making Finn turn to him quickly.

"That wasn't what I was asking." Finn said, putting gloves on and walking over to the group of boys.

"Give it up, we all know Finn. We literally saw you guys out to breakfast and she was wearing your whole ass wardrobe. Ask her out already." Noah said, the boys also teasing him.

"Guys shut up, she might hear you. And no. She doesn't like me like that." Finn said quietly, gazing over to the girl in the front who was laughing at something Sadie said. He thought she looked so pretty.

"It's now or never bro. It's just college. Give it a shot. We will help you out tonight." Gaten said, the guys agreeing.

"You better not do some stupid shit." Finn replied back, rolling his eyes. Yes, he likes Millie. But he's just started to like her. He doesn't know a lot about her, it could change any moment. But right now his eye is on her and all he thinks about is her.

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"Come on, just hit it once." Gaten said, the girls refusing.

"I don't do drugs, never will." Sadie said, Millie nodding. They were all sitting around the dorm in the living room. Sadie and Gaten were sitting on the floor next to each other, Noah was on a single couch, caleb and Millie on the ground with Finn behind them on a two person couch, laid down. All of the boys were high, and the whole group has played one or two drinking games so far. If anyone, Millie is the drunkest.

"Fine loser. Okay, who's turn?" Noah asked, and Gaten picked up a card from the middle.

"2 pair. What does that mean?" He said.

"You make 2 people do whatever. Drink, kiss, smoke, literally anything. One time me and Lilia were playing and we made her and this one girl act out a whole scene from this one show and it was so-

"Okay we get it Sadie." Noah said, looking at gaten.

"Okay, who wants to get paired?" He asks, and Millie notices everyone looked to her and the person behind her.

"Why?" She groaned, and they smiled. She just shrugged it off, and looked at Gaten.

"Okay what do we do?" Finn asked.

"Make them make out or something." Caleb said, receiving a middle finger from Millie.

"Do it or you have to chug that alcohol in the middle. And you don't wanna chug that shit." Gaten said, the guys agreeing.

Millie turned around to see Finn laying down on his back on the couch, and he looked at her.

He felt her body move halfway into his, and her hand placed on the side of his face on his jawline. Before he knew it, he felt her soft lips on his. He heard some of the guys tease him, but Millie was just getting started.

She started moving at a faster pace, making him pick up his pace. He moved his hand to her leg, then set his hand on her waist. As soon as he set his hand on her waist, he felt her flinch away from him.

He furrowed his eyebrows as her lips left his, and she gave him a half smile.

Something is wrong.

Did I touch her wrong or something? What could I have done?

"Damn, Finn finally getting some action." Sadie said, making everyone laugh. Millie laughed, and sat back down next to Caleb. Finn still sat and thought about Millies action.

Sadie picked up a card, and she groaned.

"What?" Noah asked, and Sadie showed them the card. It was a finish the game card, meaning she had to chug the alcohol; which she did.

The office was playing in the background, and the six of them engaged in different conversations. Millie turned around to look at Finn, and his eyes were super red.

"I don't know how you like that stuff." She said, eyeing him. He smiled at her.

"I don't know how you like that stuff," he said, pointing to her almost finished drink. Millie shrugged, smiling at him.

"I'm heading out." Gaten said, standing up and grabbing his stuff. The guys followed, Finn looking back to Millie.

"I can walk you back." Finn said, Millie getting up and agreeing.

"Simp nation," Noah said, getting a hit on his side from Finn. Millie laughed a little, and shrugged it off.

"Thanks for having us Sade's, we'll see you tomorrow." Millie said politely, as the five piled out of her dorm room.

Soon enough, Millie and Finn were alone. Like Finn wanted to be.

Millie didn't really care. She felt warm and bubbly, not drunk though. She was just kind of tired.

Eventually the two got to her door, and Millie turned to look at him.

Since when has he been so attractive? It might be the curls.

"What are you looking at?" Finn asked, making Millie laugh a little bit.

"Nothing." She said, and Finn raised an eyebrow. Millie playfully shrugged, resulting in a light push from Finn.

"Well thanks for walking me home," Millie said, Finn nodding.

He wonders if she can tell how much he adores her.

"Any time. Goodnight Mill," Finn said, starting to walk away. Millie watched him for a second, and decided to make a bold move without thinking.

She grabbed his hand and pulled him back to her, the two inches apart now. Finns eyes widened, and hers did as well. Finns eyes trailed down to her lips, and before he could look back up he felt her lips once again on his.

It was sudden for Finn, as he felt small hands around his neck, Millie pressing up against him. He felt adrenaline rush through his body, and he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer to him.

Finn felt warm with Millie. He felt like everything that was happening was perfect. The feeling of her skin, her body pressed against his.

His heartbeat quickened, and she pulled away from his lips and looked at him. She saw his pupils larger than she's ever seen them, and his cheeks red and out of breath. It must be the weed in his system.

She let one hand leave around his neck, and she opened the door to her dorm room and pulled him inside by his shirt. Finn immediately got excited.

Millie wants to get over Jacob and what happened with him. A one night hookup would work perfect.

Finn on the other hand, his heart is racing and hands almost shaking. He can't believe this is even happening. He closed the door when they got in the room, and looked around. His vision was blocked off when he felt Millies lips on his again.

"Millie," he mumbled through the kiss, trying to make Millie let go of him even though he never wanted her to stop.

"Where's Maddie?" He asks, holding her face in his hands to stop her from kissing him.

"Not here." She whispered, connecting her lips with his once again.

Finn let out a groan as he felt her hands in his hair, tugging on his curls. He loves when that happens.

Her hands quickly moved back down to his shirt, lifting it off of him and throwing it on the floor. He felt her jump onto him, so he can carry her to the bed.

Soon enough they were on the bed, Millie sitting Finn down on the edge, her in his lap, straddling him. Finns hands were trailing her legs, and she stopped kissing him. He opened his eyes and saw her  look into his eyes.

He noticed the room was dark, the tv was on though, shining some light into the room. Millie looked perfect to him in any light though.

He saw her head lean down and he felt her lips on his neck, his eyes immediately widening out of shock. His stomach grew with butterflies, something that hasn't happened in a while for Finn.

A girl has never kissed his neck before, it's always the other way around. But he likes it.

Millies lips lightly traced around his neck, leaving firm kisses around his neck. Finn lifted his face up, to expose more of it for her.

He groaned when he felt her lips on his jawline, and he felt weak for this girl. His hands moved to the bottom of her shirt, slowly sliding it up. His hands touched her bare back, and he felt her flinch on top of him. He immediately let go of her, hesitating to touch her again.

He pulled out of the kiss to look at Millie, but she just grabbed his face and pulled him to her again.

"It's fine, keep going," she whispered to him between kisses. Finn hesitantly put his hands back on her, and lifted up her shirt. She helped him take it off of her, and he looked at her upper body in awe.

He loved her body figure. But that isn't the important thing to care about.

He grabbed her and rolled her over, so they were laying on the bed, him on top of her. She didn't let go of his lips, or her hands in his head of curls.

Finn disconnected their lips and looked down to her.

She looks beautiful.

She moved her head to the side, and Finn lightly kissed her cheek, trailing down to her jaw, then her neck. He heard her let out a small and quiet moan, making him more excited.

He trailed down a little farther than her neck, down to her chest placing light and fast kisses all over. He felt her flinch, and he immediately stopped and looked up to her.

"Are you okay?" Finn asked her quietly, his voice deep. He tucked a piece of hair behind her ear, and she looked at him and nodded. Her heart was racing, trying to remain calm. She hasn't done this since Jacob.

"Yes I'm fine, just keep going," she whispered lowly, and he hesitantly nodded and placed his lips against her jaw, underneath her ear, causing her to groan. He felt her tug at his hair a little harder, and he slid one of his hands to her waist, causing her to flinch really bad.

He stopped kissing her and moved his hand away from her, placing it on the side of her face.

"What's wrong?" Finn asked her quietly and caringly, looking her in the eyes. She got locked in his red eyes, and tried to remain as calm as possible.

How is he so calm? How? Probably the high.

She let out a small sob, her eyes starting to water, looking down away from his gaze.

"Millie it's okay," he whispered lowly, as she let out another sob. He felt her hands leave his hair, and wrap around his back, pulling him into a hug. Finn hesitantly hugged her back, as she started crying into his chest.

He panicked as the girl was so close to him, also confused why she was crying.

"I'm sorry, I wanted to. I want to. I don't know why he's still affecting me like this." Millie said, Finns heart aching.

She still likes Jacob?

"If you still like him that's fine. We don't have to do anything." He said back, not moving a muscle.

"No. I mean physically." She whispered back, her crying stopping. Finn furrowed his eyebrows, then his eyes widened. He broke out of their hug to move his hand up to the side of her face, bringing hers up to see his.

"Millie I'm sorry, I didn't know." He said, Millie shrugging.

"Nobody does." She said, scanning all of the freckles scattered across his face. She felt his thumb wipe a tear off of her face, surprising her. It made her stomach twist.

"I'm sorry, I just thought a hookup would make me forget about it." She said, Finns heart stopping.

Hookup?

"Hookup?" He asked, his heart feeling like it was shattering. He removed his hand from her face, inching away from her.

A hookup? It wasn't actually a mutual feeling?

Millie looked at his facial expression, realizing that he didn't think of it as a hookup. Her face turned into a look of sincerity.

That's why he was acting so sweet with me. The kisses didn't feel like a hookup kiss. Why didn't I realize? Oh my god, I'm so stupid.

"Finn, I-

"No, forget about it, it's okay." He said, letting go of her embrace and sitting up, feeling embarrassed.

Great. Now she fucking knows how I feel. And it's obvious it's not mutual.

"Finn wait," Millie said, sitting up too, watching him put his shirt back on. He shook his head and shrugged.

"No it's fine Millie, honestly. I don't care. Just forget about it. I'll um, see you at work." Finn said, taking one more glance at Millie, before walking out of the room.

Millie was confused. So many things just happened she can't focus on one.

He's into me.

And I just fucked it all up.

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Okay okay cute chapter but bad ending :(

How's everyone's summer going?