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Millies pov

"Why didn't you say yes?" Maddie said, complaining. I just shrugged.

"I don't know, I got nervous." I said, laying down in my bed. I don't know how to feel about Finn. But I think he's really cool.

"Millie I swear, you're just setting yourself up for failure," Maddie said, laughing.

"Okay change of topic, but we're going to a party tomorrow." Maddie said, and I groaned and out my head in my pillow.

"Come on Millie! It will be fun. You can loosen up. Its supposed to be a really cool party." She said, sitting down at her desk to do more homework. I looked up at her.

"What, so you can go stay at jacks and fuck him again?" I said, which made her gasp. She threw a pen at me.

"Rude bitch." She said, making both of us laugh.

"But I was thinking he could come back here. We will probably leave a little early." Maddie said, and I nodded.

"I'll stay at sadies," I said, obviously knowing she wants the dorm to herself.

"Thank you millieee," she said, running over and giving me a hug, which I laughed at her for.

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"I can't wear this." Millie said, Maddie looking at her. Maddie thought it looked good, but Millie didn't like the way it looked on her.

"Come on, you look great." Maddie replied, Millie still staring at herself in the mirror. She was wearing a skirt that hugged her body with a sweater. It was casual, but Millie doesn't like wearing skirts.

"Suck it up, we're leaving." Maddie said, grabbing her hand as the two made their way to wherever this party was.

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"We're gonna get so drunk tonight." Gaten said, making Finn chuckle. Finn didn't want to get drunk though, not tonight. He wasn't feeling up to it.

"I'll probably have a drink or two, but that's it. I have to look out for all you dumbasses," Finn said as the four walked out of Noah's dorm to get to the party.

"You're not fun," Noah said, making Finn hit his arm. Finn isn't much of a drinker.

The four walked into the party, hearing the music already blasting and people talking and dancing.

"Damn are we late?" Caleb said, checking his watch. It was 8:00. They should be right on time.

"It started at 7 dumbasses." Gaten said, making the boys feel stupid. They all walked in and found some friends, talking and such.

Finn went over to the living room, and his eyes made his way over to Millie, which he was not expecting to see. His heart jumped a little bit when her eyes also met his. She smiled at him and walked over to him, happy to see him here.

"Hey Finn! What are you doing here?" Millie asked him. He was a little too interested in her outfit, not replying for a second.

"The guys wanted to come, what's up?" He said smiling.

"Let's have a drink," he heard her say, and he nodded. He could tell she's already had one; or two.

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"Millie, I seriously can't dance." Finn told her, as she was holding his hands trying to drag him over to dance. His hands felt tingly when she held them.

"Come on dummy, please?" She said, almost tripping over her words. She's had a lot to drink. He smiled at her, and gave in. He's just going to have to make a fool of himself for this girl.

She smiled and dragged him into the group of people dancing, and placed her hands around his neck, bouncing around and giggling. Finn tried to mimicking her actions of dancing, and just stared at the girl that was completely drunk off her ass enjoying her time at the party.

The two bumped into another pair, looking over to see Sadie and Lilia. Millies eyes widened and an even bigger smile crossed her face.

"Heyyyyyyy!" She yelled, letting go of Finn and hugging Sadie and Lilia. They laughed, also drunk. Finn was the only one kind of sober.

"Girl we're out!" Sadie said, running out the door with Lilia, leaving. Millie furrowed her eyebrows, dragging Finn out of the dancing circle and over to a hallway.

"Yes?" Finn asked, eyeing her.

"I'm gonna go home." She said, starting to walk away. Finns eyes widened and grabbed her hand, spinning her around again.

"You can't go home, Jack and Maddie are there. You're going with Sadie." Finn said, looking to see Sadie and Lilia already vanished. He doesn't know their dorm room number and his phone is dead.

He was too caught up in thoughts to see Millie staring at his hand in hers. She was too drunk to think straight.

"She's gone," Millie said, tugging her hand to pull him out the door. He grabbed both her hands and bent down to have his face be the same height as hers.

"Millie stay here for two minutes. I'm gonna go find the guys, okay?" He asked millie, trying not to get lost in her brown eyes.

Focus Finn, focus.

She smiled and nodded, and Finn took a breath of relief as he let go and walked into another room to find the guys. They were sitting around a couch, and you could tell they were a little high.

"Hey Finn! What's up dude?" Caleb said, Finn walking over to the group.

"Do you guys know where Sadie lives? Millie has to stay there tonight but Sadie left and Millies too drunk to find it herself." Finn said, and the guys gave each other looks of amusement.

"What?" Finn asked, skeptical of their looks. Noah turned to him.

"Just take her to your dorm, dude. Have her sleep in jacks bed since he'll be at maddies. Just don't do anything too stupid," Noah said, making Finn roll his eyes.

Should he take Millie back to his dorm?

But where else could she go?

"Fine. I'll see you guys later," Finn said, walking out as they whistled to him.

He made his way back over to Millie, who was now sitting outside in the hallway, her eyes closed. Finn looked at her and sighed.

She's so beautiful.

He bent down and gently shook her shoulder.

"Mills come on, we're going to my place." He said, and her eyes opened and she smiled. She put her hands out to him to lift her up, and when he lifted her up she couldn't keep her balance, Finn having to help her.

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"Hold yourself up so I can get my card okay?" Finn said to Millie, who was basically leaning onto Finn the whole walk to his dorm; which Finn secretly didn't mind. She leaned off of him and onto the wall, as he unlocked the door and took a deep breath before waking in, Millie following behind.

"You have a cute room." She said, looking around at everything. Finn watched her as she looked interested in all of the objects and pictures.

"Thank you." Finn replied back, making Millie turn to him, smiling.

"You have a cute voice." She said, making Finn go red. She didn't seem to notice though, laughing it off and looking around some more. Finns nerves were at edge, his heart racing at every thing she did.

"Ugh, I'm hot." Millie said, as Finn watched her hands go to the bottom of her sweater, trying to pull it off. His eyes widened and immediately ran to her, stopping her hands from moving the sweater up any further.

"No, not in here. Look-I'll give you some clothes to change into okay? Does that sound good?" Finn said, feeling too close to Millie at the moment. Her hair was down and loose, down to her shoulders. She was short compared to him, but he thought her height was cute.

"Okay." She replied quietly with a smile. Finn broke apart from her hands, and quickly found a white tshirt with some band logo on it and a pair of grey sweatpants. He handed it to her, and led her to the bathroom to change. When she shut the door, he sighed.

Jesus, I forgot how much effort it took to take care of a drunk person,

Finn went over and changed into a tshirt and some shorts for himself, right before Millie opened up the bathroom door and walked back out. He eyed her in amusement, as the shirt was super long on her and the sweatpants were so long she was basically walking on the bottom of them.

"You can sleep in jacks bed, he won't be here tonight." Finn said, walking over to his bed, but a hand connected with his wrist, making him turn back around.

"With you." Millie said, looking Finn in the eyes. His cheeks blushed, and he thought. It wouldn't be a good idea. She is drunk, what if she freaks in the morning?

But how will I make her just go sleep by herself? She's pushy.

"Please?" She asked, moving closer to him, putting her hands on his chest. His eyes widened, and he nodded.

"Yeah. Yeah sure." He said, giving in. She smiled and jumped onto his bed, getting on the side he usually sleeps on. He laid on the other side, then checked the clock.

It's two in the morning? Jesus Christ.

He pulled the covers over him, and turned to see Millie staring at him.

"Hi." She said, giggling. Finn smiled at her mood.

"Hi." He said back, laying down facing towards her.

"You're so cute Finn Wolfhard." She said, making his eyes widen again.

She's drunk Finn, she's drunk.

"You're cute Millie Bobby." Finn said, making her laugh. He loves her laugh. She moved closer to him, wrapping her arms around him but he quickly backed off.

"Mills you're drunk. I don't wanna take advantage of your state right now." He said, and she furrowed her eyebrows.

"Please? For me? I never got to cuddle him." Millie said, marking Finns eyebrows furrow. Never got to cuddle who?

"Never got to cuddle who?" Finn asked. Millie looked down and shrugged.

"Jacob. He wouldn't let me, only sexual things." Millie said, and Finns heart ached. He put his arms out again, Millie smiling again and embracing in his arms. Her head was against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. Finn was praying she couldn't hear how fast it was going.

"Bad things." Millie said, muffled into Finns chest. His hands wrapped around her waist, resting on her back. He liked this feeling.

"What bad things?" Finn asked her, but never got a response. She fell asleep quickly after she said that. Finn sighed and looked down to her, as she laid comfortably in his arms.

He wishes this is how it could be all the time.

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Heyyy it's been a minute but here you all go