Dedicated to Tyreek
The words I didn't say will always haunt me the most
The best I could do right now is say them to your ghost
Because I'm sorry, I love you, Thank you never even crossed my mind
You're gone to me forever, I've run out of time
I don't know if these words will ever reach it to where you are
Whether it's heaven, hell, or the dust of some brilliant star
But if they do, and you can hear this, just know that I'm sorry

Sorry that I wasn't a better cousin to you
Sorry that I wasn't a better person too
Sorry that you'll never see these words
Sorry you'll never again hear the morning birds
Sorry that I'll never get to say sorry
I'm sorry

I loved you, or rather I still do
You'll live on forever in my heart, that much is true
I never showed it, because I thought I'd have more time
But now that it's up, all I can do is send you worthless rhyme
I love you, I hope you know that, there's nothing more I can say
Except I love you, I never said it before and on my heart that will forever weigh

Last of all I'd like to say thank you, for all the laughs we shared
I'd treat you like a dog, and still you never cared
Thank you, for being such a bright ball of positivity
You are the fuel to my creativity
Thank you, for being there when I needed you the most
Even if we were never very close
Most of all I want to thank YOU for being YOU
No matter all the things life put you through

If I could've gone back to at least say them to you, then believe me I would
But sometimes I wonder if I really should
Because I know god has a plan, like a cloud has its rain
But I wish this plan didn't have to bring so much pain
Because now I'm left with all these words I didn't say
I'm sorry
I love you
Thank you