I am listening that song. It is so peaceful. It flows into me and touchs me so deep. Every sound reachs me.
I lose me in all these sounds and I feel so good. So unbelieveable good.
And I think about you. About our time together. I think about the words that you said to me. The beautiful words which let me feel so awesome. And the memories appear in my mind again and again. And I enjoy this for
a infinite time. And I take a deep breath. I can feel the air which flows into my lungs. My lungs get filled. Slowly. And I stop the air for some seconds. That I let it slowly flow out. And I repeat that. Again and again.
During which the song is replaying. Again and again.
My eyes get heavy until I fall asleep. But I am not asleep. My soul leaves my body.
After having left my body, I look at myself. And I am really suprised. Because I look so peaceful. I have never seen me so happy and free. And my soul feels so bad. I don't even know why. Maybe it's because I know that my soul is the one who destroys the person who is lying in front of me.

And then I have an idea: Maybe I can close my eyes and disappear? Maybe I can also feel peaceful and free then? Maybe this song brings me to the memory back and I can experience that moment again? Maybe I can melt together with that memory?
Maybe I can go away...
...and never come back.

Forever.