This song is actually
one of the best I've ever heard

Alcohol, sweet poison, my faithful friend
In you, I find comfort, till the very end
When life gets hard, and my soul starts to fray
I reach for you, and troubles melt away

You help me escape, from this world so cruel
Allow me to forget, the pain and the duel
In your embrace, I find peace and rest
All worries away, like a bird from its nest

But what a trap, you've laid for me
I cannot break free, from your hold, you see
Day by day, I sink deeper down
From the life I knew, I begin to drown

My friends and family, I push them away
With my anger and bitterness, too much to convey
The joy I once knew, is gone, disappeared
In your grasp, sweet poison, I'm shackled, I feared

I wake up each morning, to a world of pain
Nothing seems right, and everything's in vain
You've become my crutch, my only retreat
From the pain and sorrows, I alone must defeat

But I know it's time, to break free and go
To relinquish this hold, to let you go
I'll face the pain, the hurt and the wounds
And heal on my journey, like a butterfly from its cocoon

Hey.. I have zero shame.
We've all done some dumb shit.