"Some day" she thought, "I'll no longer be a mess."
Tears filled her eyes, sleep deprived from all the stress.

She looked in the mirror
searching for thoughts to make whatever was happening more clearer.

"Some day, you're going to meet someone who'll want to calm your chaos and will take your hand when in times, you feel lost.

Who'll see straight through your bullshit and know you're pushing him away, call you out and won't allow it. 

Someone who won't chase after a bunch of women because he knows the one he wants, she's worthy and deserves his time and attention.

Some day, when you learn to trust, you'll find happiness and pull yourself out of this damn rut.

Disappointment and pain won't be around because you can't stop your smile and laughter from coming out.

You can only get it wrong so many times...it's not your fault your love is blind."

She cleaned her face off from the tear stained makeup gave a slight nod, felt a little crazy for giving herself a pep talk.