I never did like to swim.
Foreshadowing how my life would end.

How missing him came like waves.
Drowning me with the things he'd say.

Every memory a shadow that lurks in the night. Everything I wish to forget locked in my sights.

Funny how hindsight was all right there.
Over and over again, but I just didn't care.

Each time that lightning strikes..
it's easier and easier to say goodbye.

Truth is.. how can someone love you..
when they don't even love themselves?
And Just because you care..
they'll put you through hell.

The revolving high of breaking things.
Twisted triangles and painful pleas.