Undeserving and out of place..
My mind constantly goes to that dark space.

Unaware that I am drowning..
Lost and alone
no one to come find me.

Haunted by the choices I made.
Afraid of the mistakes I'm yet to make.

Why do I do the things I do?
Surrounded by all I could ever want...
Yet the unhappiness is what's my truth.

I can't escape this pain.
The monster I've come to live with everyday.