Yershian: Family of Writers

Will I quit if I have a reason to quit?
Will I quit if I have a reason to quit?
Will I leave if I have a reason to leave?
I’m tired or maybe it’s just me telling that I am.
To quit and to leave is my plan,
but can I really have the courage to do it? 

A hood was built and I’m part of it.
It’s a hood where I feel that I belong,
but at the same time I feel that I don’t.
I was given a responsibility that I didn’t refuse,
and I’m thinking countless times of giving it up.

This hood is not just a hood, it’s a family.
Misunderstanding and conflicts may occur,
but in the end, it’s forgiveness that wins.
Happiness is felt if you’re in this group
but concurrently, you will feel sadness.

Members come and go, they stay or leave.
Some even decided to come back,
stayed for a while then decided to leave again.
Others said that they miss the hood so they come back,
but how long will they stay in the hood again?

It’s a writerhood, a family of writers,
where everyone learns from each other.
It’s a home where members feel at ease
for when someone is in pain, others try to cheer up.
It may not be enough but I believe it helps.

Yershian, it is. A hood, a family, a home.
You will meet random people here
with different attitudes and personality
that you will surely love and miss when time comes.
It’s a hood that it’s difficult for me to leave.

I may have the reason to quit and give up,
but I always find a reason to continue
even if I’m not that responsible enough.
I may have the reason to really leave,
but it’s better to just go on a hiatus, may I?

Leaving and quitting is not easy to do
especially if you were given a responsibility.
I just can’t leave a hood that helps me, in what?
I may not be able to tell, but surely this hood is helpful.
Yershian, you already have a big part in my life.