MY SIN

Oh, it was so wicked for my naive soul to commit a sin,
I take a knowing breathe, admitting it's my fault, my mistake, nothing in between.

Maybe I knew it was a mistake to name my heart yours,
This foolish mind of mine thought you would value it, Oh! I was so sure.

Maybe I knew I was inviting trouble by playing with fire,
But I couldn't deny I needed you to burn my lust, my own sickening desire. 

It didn't take me long to figure out you were the devil pretending to be an angel,
This love-stricken soul had put its faith on you, hoping you wouldn't show me the way to hell.

Oh, how much it hurts remembering you pulling my shirt down to my knees,
Worshiping my body, sending butterflies to my stomach with a single kiss.

Maybe I was the sinner to ever think that we would be together,
So selfish of me to think we could be like that forever.

Maybe I was the sinner to not know your answer would be no,
Did it hurt you as much it did me when you let me go?

I didn't take notice how you squished my heart until it bled, playing me like a mere game,
I waited and waited but you never gave our relationship a name.

It still hurts to know all your promises were like broken record,
Playing non-stop in my head, I still remember each of them, word by word.

Remember how you told me it's all love that you gave?
Then tell me why a broken heart is all I have.

Maybe I'm the biggest sinner, I knew I would regret
You were the reason to my sin but  I can't give you hate.

A sin I committed was much graver than my ill-fate,
But don't you worry, I still can't give you hate.

You may live your life however you please, I know you could,
It's funny how I still hope you loved me, I know you never would.

A/N: Astagfirullah! Not me writing something like this 😳
Lol, anyway, wrote it for a book which I ended up deleting long ago!