I deeply long the feeling in which I once felt in my soul. The feeling that wasn't as empty as it is now.

The feeling of feeling.

The hole in my chest widens with every step I take. My brain is scattered and I can't think of much anymore. My thoughts are nonsense and my words are whispers that chant an unknown tune.

The unknown tune of my hollowing soul.

There is a new world laid in front of me...yet I am blinded by me mask and only see what I have dreamt about.

Living in an illusion.

I have no idea where I am going and am losing myself in myself.
My thoughts are leaving me and my soul is darkening.

I can not find a way to stop this and am drowning in this chaos.

~C.Ø.