I loved when your smile lit up the whole room
Your presence alone always put me in a better mood
Your constant laughter at nothing particular made me smile

I noticed when your smiles started to seem forced
And how your eyes lost the light that was once in them
You no longer laughed at my endless jokes
But instead seemed to be lost in your own thoughts
I saw the scars on your wrists
But never brought it up

But when I got the phone call saying you were in the hospital
After downing a bottle of pills
My heart collapsed

And I wish I told you how I was so deeply in love with you
I wish I told you how beautiful you were
I wish I told you how you meant the world to me

But now you're gone...and these things I'll never get to say