Things changed.

And my life turned upside down.

They say love makes you crazy.. well, loves makes you do even crazier-heavenly things that you never did before, but, this time none of it made sense to me because no matter how my life turned out to be, no matter how crazy I already am you made me calm.

The storms inside me calmed in a second by even hearing that calm breathing of yours through the phone. Just like an oasis of serenity amidst the bustling city.

The peace I found is beyond words and trust me, I, myself don't know what appellation should I give.

Isn't love supposed to rush the adrenaline inside you?? Isn't love supposed to make the whole zoo run inside you?? But it has been quite anomalous this time. Maybe I turned out to be more mature I guess? I have no clue regarding that. All I know is that this time it has brought nothing more than calmness to me. The safety I felt whenever I have been with you. It always feels like there is a connection.. also, the curious kid inside me has been calm as well all this whole while... I guess it knows you more than my mind does.

Knowingly or unknowingly, after everything that had happened, I chose to name this affinity friendship so that I don't lose you.

You've known everything... Known me inside out and have accepted me for who I am and I would gladly accept whatever you give me.

And thus, I embrace being just friends with you. That way I could be with you... much more than I should.

Trust was something I surmise, which you started to build inside me day by day whenever we talked. I started opening up to you, though it was a little bit late, and even though I still felt safe but I always had this fear of being judged. And it so happens to be, that you took that fear from me. I could have never been less glad to have you in my life. And I thank God and the destiny too for making you my friend... a friend on whom I can rely on!

I guess every person you fall in love with shows you what you want... that search goes on until you've figured out what exactly have you been searching for!

Until then keep searching and keep falling in love!!

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Love,
~Nirami ♥