The sadness twists inside of you...
   But still you keep a smile on your face.
  Everything is fine, you think.
  Nothing's wrong.
 I'm okay.

 But then it gets worse.
 Your pain tightens around you,
And you feel yourself falling.
You close your eyes and prepare for the worst.

Then you feel hands grabbing you, pulling you up.
 Not yet, they say.
Not today. You're okay.
And then you feel...different somehow.
Someone has reached out to you,
Cared for you,
Loved you,
What more could you want?

But then it happens again...
And you put yourself in a ball again.
I'm alone, you say
No you're not, comes a reply.
You turn your head,
And light radiates from a distance.
You're okay, says the voice
I am always with you.
You cannot see me,
But I am always beside you.
I am holding your hand when you are scared.
I am comforting you when you cry.
 I ease your restless sleep, and put your worried mind at rest.

 And...for the first time,
You understand.
You understand the why's.
You begin to smile, for that's what they'd want you to do.
You laugh, and you hear their laughter.
And you begin to realize that though you cannot see them, they are always with you.
They will never grow apart.
They hold a place in your heart.
The pain gets easier, but they haven't left your mind.
 But that's okay.
Because I least you accepted it.
And now, it is time to move on.

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Hello guys!
I felt like writing a poem, and I do not know why, but these words demanded to be put down. So I obeyed. They come straight from my heart and I hope you love it. Thank you guys! Have a wonderful day/night! And if you are going through something, no matter what it is, I hope the best for you and hope everything gets better! - 

                                                                                                     Your faithful ( maybe a bit crazy ) writer,
                                                                                                                                                                     Kristen