Inspired by @NoLongerAfraid224 , I am going to open myself up a little bit.
So, here are some things you my not know about me. If you are one of my friends and you never know this, it is because I never told you. Sorry.

1. I don't like where I live. I want to get away somewhere else. I want to change my name. I want something new. I want a new beginning.

2. I am so scared of never having love that sometimes I feel myself loving too much. I have to hold myself back because I know I might get hurt. I've always been a little achy on trust.

3. I forgive really easily, and most of the time I am ridiculed for it.

4. Apart from humans, my guitar is my best friend. His name is Mylo Way. :D

5. I am very anti-social and awkward. While talking to someone, doesn't matter if I know them, I internally freak out because I think I am saying something wrong most of the time and they won't like me. Doesn't help that I am an introvert. I plan on changing that and talking more.

6. I find a home in music. 

7. I think am a terrible person, and I have to push myself. I look in the mirror and I go, "You are beautiful, you are loved, you are talented and today is going to be beautiful." It works, or at least it has started to.

8. I don't like opening up, ad I don't think that is necessarily a good thing because the I am stuck with holding everything inside and I end up not feeling do good. Oof.

9. I'm afraid of losing people. Sometimes I wake up and think, "Are they going to ignore me today? I wonder if I did anything wrong yesterday. Oh yeah, I did say that weird thing..."

10. Most of all,I try to be a happy person. I try to see the best in people and be kind.

Okay, that felt really good to get off my chest. Thank you Kit, 

You are all beautiful and talented. I hope you guys have a great and wonderful day! Go follow @NoLongerAfraid224 ! They're a very great person! Have a beautiful day!