I am lost for words at the moment
I have been searching and they cannot be found
These one's I have borrowed, for the purpose of trying to explain.

I'm not hurt, I'm not in trouble, I don't feel anxious, I'm not in pain
I'm in limbo, at the moment, constantly looking down at the ground.

Rationality explains it all to me, I know why I feel the way I do
"Everything that goes up, must come down", I know this to be true.

But to come down so hard and fast, is pretty difficult to believe
That I could possibly feel this lost, and somehow bereft.

"That's insane!" and I know, I keep telling myself so
But it's how I feel, deep inside, for now anyway

I'll continue to hide.