Crushing sensation, of emptiness
Feeling too much, yet no sense of what that is
Like a vice around my head, wanting to go tighter
I look for some kind of solace, some peace but
None can be found.

Rationalise the feeling, make sense of it, diagnose it
No possible, is the response, from my ever confusing mind
Does it do this on purpose? Trying to be difficult
Or is it because I allow it, give it free reign to rule over me this way.

Me, hah! Well that's a joke right there
Because surely my mind is me and vice versa
But why is it that sometimes I feel like they are on opposing sides
Battling against each other for control
Yet neither fully gaining it.

To some this may sound awful, oh dear, are you okay?
Yea sure, I'm fine, this is normality for me
I'm getting used to it, not to worry, tomorrow is another day.