This was something I wrote in tenth grade and never finished. There is a lot of grammatical errors and run-on sentences, so ignore you instinct to correct, because I already know.

We all have that one person you want to kill most of the time because they are so retarded and annoying that you wonder why you even hang with them in the first place but don't have the heart to walk away from because you love them too much to lose there friendship.

That is my downside. I have... had many people I wanted to walk away from. I still want to walk away from the people I have around me now. Disappear and never look back. It's been a week since I've gotten off break and the person I wanted to walk away from has finally given me a reason to.

I considered him a close friend and I have great and fun memories with him. Memories that make me smile as I write. His name will stay unmentioned throughout this... experimental stage I have taken an interest in proceeding in; however, my name will not. I am Angelica Robinson, a sixteen year old writer going through a stressing situation at this time. Let's just say, it starts with a family problem.

My mom and dad(well he is really my step dad but I consider him my real dad because my real dad is a douch who left to texas and had a child of his own with a woman I do not care for) are going through that rough patch in their relationship and it literally brought me to mentally breakdown in front of them(I was qouting the Joker from batman, it was that bad).

It probably started when my best friend from last year desided to throw me under the bus and that really destroyed my trust for anybody at that point. It made me think, "If someone who I considered my sister turned on me like that, who's to say anyone else won't?" I lost trust in a lot of people. Not because they betrayed me like the backstabbing bitch did to me, no. It was because I feared getting hurt again... and again... and again. I am what you call: PARANOID.

I admit, I bring most of the grief on myself for having my feeling out in the open, especially in a small town like Liberty, Mississippi. People around here find it entertaining to destroy eachother, backstab, mess around, get pregnant, and some more stupid shit. Being a hispanic/African American teenager (in other words a 'mixed' girl) in a place as racist as Mississippi, a lot of jealously can and will occur for a girl like me.