The tip of my nose hurts
The pain travelling through my bones and blood
From the back of my skull to the softness of my nose.

My ears feel blocked
Something slowly hits at the back of my head
Thinking I must be doing something wrong
I keep the phone away
Eating, and then going to sleep
The pain subsides, doesn't come back again.

In the morning again, though
The circle between my eyebrows
Throb ever so slightly
With the tip of nose joining in
What is happening?

What changes are being carried in my body?
So much like Nādirā, I wonder if I am choosing the right choices or not
So much like her...I am confused about my own actions.

Yet, it is best in such a moment
To go with the flow, have some rest
Yet, now I realise, how hard it is
To maintain composure when mysteries unravel
But maybe, maybe this unknown is what I craved once...

I shall live this sweet pain.