She speaks as if she doesn't care
Seemingly ignorant of his affairs
How he lives now in peace
By breaking her wonderful delusions.

When she stands in front of him,
Her head held high, her badge of honour shining
With every cut and kick from her past mates
Now gleams in front of his eyes.

She speaks about him,
How he was so close, like a brother
Oh! How unjust her statements,
Only she knows.

He was the storyteller, the thread of her dreams
Which she had unwoven, with her own hands
When he turned a cold, subtle eye to her
When destiny started to punish her.

He became a lustful beast
She the ugly man
Who had no charms of a woman's seduction
Neither the likings of his new toys.

She had bend, but didn't crush
Under the taunts of her companions
She only wished he wasn't her first
But destiny made her learn hard.

So many times he came to her dreams
When she forgot what judgement and distance was
She accepted him, in that world of dreams
To wake up, in a mess of emotions.

Why why! Why couldn't she forget?
At last, she accepted the feeling
She had, indeed, fallen in the sweet mystery
To be taken out when it turned dirty.

He wasn't reciprocating, she believed
She now accepts the fact that she had been a lunatic
After him, but took away her claim on him
When he turned cold as steel.

Now, even after so many years
She gets to see him in dream
She knows her heart was pure
But she put an armour around it.

She became the man with a woman's heart
Like Fa Mulan, on the battlefield
That is her life, she the illusionary fighter
Whom no one can truly see, or dare to seek.

Her Li Shang had left. She was happy though
She, so better, cannot be happy with a bucket of cold water
She wanted honey, heavenly nectar
To arouse her deep, secret charming sensations.

Even though, she remains grateful
To the boy, (not a man) who had hardened her
When she was too young to understand the complexities of affection
Yet, she faced how dangerous lust was.

She sends her thanks to him, for he made her a warrior
He was the experience she will always remember
Close to her heart, and narrate secretly to her future lover
How His lady became a man after losing someone.

Do I need to say anything? :)