The illusion has broken
The curtain lifted
The hopes I had for a new beginning
Shattered, like pieces of glass breaking
When hit with steel.
I was overwhelmed with disappointment
Unable to utter words
So I just smiled, looked at the raging storm.
Everything seemed similar to the past,
When I lifted the curtain of  disguise
Except that then I was the strongest,
Now, I am weaker, softer, in search of friends
So much that, unknowingly, I gave myself up,
I lost my self-respect, my confidence, my identity.
So I start to walk again
Now alone,
Trying to get back what I Lost.